Six Degrees of Separation
According to scientists, right before we die, our bodies release chemicals similar to the chemicals released when we are dreaming, as our minds give us one last dream, one last chance... to be at peace.
First, you think the worst is a broken heart
"Damn it Delirious! Why can't we say it!?" Evan shouted as Delirious looked away from him
"I'm not ready" Delirious mumbled
"When will you be ready huh? When it's too late!?"
"Evan please!" Delirious looked Evan in the eyes with tears that threatened to flow but Evan just frowned even more
"Jon! If you really love me, then it doesn't matter what the subscribers think!"
"I know, but I'm not ready to tell everyone that we're together..."
"If you're not ready to do that, then maybe... maybe we should take a break" Evan mumbled as Delirious's eyes widened, letting the tears flow down
"Evan, that's not what I meant!" Delirious yelled in desperation
"I'm sorry Jon... I just don't know how to go through with this knowing that you're not proud of us."
"I am! I really am! I'm just not ready yet! But I will be, please!" Delirious felt his heart breaking as Evan simply shook his head and got a bag from under their bed and opened it
"Let's just take a break for a while..."
What's gonna kill you is the second part
Evan started getting his things from Delirious's house and packed them back into the bag
"This weekend was supposed to be our one-year anniversary, Jon. I guess that means nothing to you" Evan mumbled as he kept packing
"Please Evan...!" Delirious shouted as he went over to Evan's bag and tried to grab it from him
"Jonathan." Evan whispered as he grabbed Delirious's hands before they got to his bags. Delirious's teary eyes stared straight at Evan's pained ones. Delirious couldn't take it, he did this to Evan; he hurt Evan. Delirious shut his eyes close as he looked down, unable to face Evan anymore.
"P-Please..." Delirious stuttered as he fell to the ground and Evan let go of him and continued packing his things
"If we're meant to be, we'll come back to each other" Evan said trying his hardest not to cry as he finished packing his things
"Please... don't do this..." Delirious whispered as he sobbed on the floor
"I'm sorry Jon..." Evan said as he held the straps of his bag and walked past Delirious
"Evan... please..." Delirious balled his fists tightly as he kept crying, unable to look up from the guilt
"I love you Jon... do you love me?" Evan mumbled before he walked out of the room and then out of the house. Delirious wanted to stand up and run after him, shout that he loves him too, then make up with Evan. But he couldn't find the strength to even stand up anymore.
And the third, is when your world splits down the middle
Delirious gulped down another can of beer as he threw it on the floor along with the other cans that formed a pile. He stared at the ceiling as he laid down on his bed. He had his right hand outstretched onto the other half of the bed.
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Only You Do [H2OVanoss/BananaBusCrew one shot compilation]
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