Only You Do [H2OVanoss/BananaBusCrew one shot compilation]

But That's Not What Happened.

But That's Not What Happened.

Delirious's POV

"Why are you so fucking jealous of me and Cartoonz playing huh!?" I screamed at Evan. Evan's always been trying to make me play with him and interrupt my play time with Cartoonz. I don't mind, in fact, I like it... it makes me feel like he's jealous. But he's not gay, and I am. I'm in love with him, and that's why I keep playing with Cartoonz, because I couldn't face that fact at first.

"Because you fucking idiot! I'm in love with you!" Evan yelled back and immediately covered his mouth. I could only stare at him through the screen, I was frozen shocked.

"Uh-I-I... That must be weird... I'm sorry... I just-" Evan's words were everywhere and I couldn't help but laugh. He looked at me weirdly as I calmed down and smiled

"I love you too Evan"

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"I'm sorry Delirious, I won't hurt you ever again, I didn't know... " Evan whispered to me as he hugged me. My arms stung from the new cuts, but it didn't matter. Evan was finally here

"It's okay Evan..." I smiled as he hugged me tighter

"I love you Delirious"

"I love you too"

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"I don't know when it started, but I know that I love you Evan!" I shouted as I looked him directly in the eye. The next thing he did shocked me.

"I love you too Delirious"

and he kissed me

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"I guess... what I'm trying to say is. We've been friends for so long, that no one else, not even any girl, could match what I feel for you" Evan mumbled as he stood at my doorway for the very first time. A grin spread across my face, no other words were needed. I just kissed him then and there.

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I couldn't help it anymore, I had to tell Evan. So I slowly walked towards him as he got backed up onto a wall. I placed both hands on each side of his head and leaned in. I thought he wasn't going to kiss back, but he did.

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I remember silently reading through the fanfics. The hopes of the subscribers. The what ifs and the maybes. The what could have been...

But that's not what happened.

Two years ago, the shipping started. And a year ago, I had fallen for it. I had fallen for the idea that Evan might actually love me...back. I had fallen in love with my best friend. I've tried to fight the feelings off, but it never worked. Evan always found a way to make me fall in love with him again.

May it be from his constant pestering of me in skype or his laugh that just brightens up my day. Sometimes, it's because he always trolls me. Then again, we always do it to each other. We always blow each other up just because it's fun seeing the other just suddenly explode in the air with a few curse words.

It's all so unreal. How we just clicked two and a half years ago. It's all so unreal how a ton of the subscribers loved the idea of H2OVanoss. Probably because of Nogla and his stupid video. But what was even more unreal were the fanfics, the fan art, the shipping. It made me believe that if I confess to Evan, that if I tell him how I feel, that he would love me back... that he'd do any of the things that were in the fanfics.

But that's not what happened.

So here I am, staring at the ground, waiting for any of those reactions to come out from Evan. But all I got was silence. I couldn't bear to look him in the eyes after what I had said, because his silence said it all.

"Delirious I-"

Silence.

"I didn't know-"

Silence again.

"It was all just a fan ship."

Of course. I should have known.

I slowly nod my head, already knowing what he was trying to get at.

"Delirious..."

Silence

"Hey, Vanoss?"

Silence

"Don't worry. I was just joking..."

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A/N: it's a bit sad but there are happier and fluffier fics down the road! Keep reading and tell me what you think :3

WE DUH BUS!!!!

-Sapph