Are you following me Mr Hiddleston? (A Tom Hiddleston Fanfiction)

Margot| Toys - cut scene

A/N: I could never find the right moment to place this scene, but I felt as though it needed to be added in the end with the few selected cut/alternative scenes. I mean she never really got to have sex/masturbate other than in Tom's fantasies. Although there was more than one version of this scene, the others more along the lines of a cheeky present from Elouise to relieve stress, yet I thought this one was the best version in the end.

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Margot stared at the box as she sat on her bed cross-legged. The outer box was less intimidating, an incognito disguise compared to what was housed inside. She knew there was nothing to be ashamed of, she'd done it before, but not in a long time though.

She let out a breath that she hadn't noticed she'd been holding in, until after she opened the outer box with a pair of scissors. Then the other box was visible, its purple and white packaging and logos on full display. After she carefully put the scissors on the bedside table she pulled out the inner box free from its bare (except for her address) and safe cover. The second box was easier for her to get into and she didn't need the scissors to assist her.

Inside the second box was a multi-setting rabbit silicone vibrator. The website said 'the rabbit ears were thick and great for teasing the clitoris, sending thrilling vibrations.' While mentioning 'the textured tip seeks out the g-spot with perfect precision.' Also, inside the box was a classic silicone magic wand with its multiple settings, 'perfect for solo play.' 'Hold over the clitoris for powerful vibrations.' Each of the toys had their individual clearer and a bottle of lube ideal for both as part of a package deal. Next Margot reread over an article she came across whilst she was shopping for her toys. The article included techniques and suggested other body parts that the wand could massage to help increase arousal.

As Margot inspected each of the toys she could feel some doubts wash over her. She'd never used toys before, meaning in the past whilst masturbating she only used her fingers, and of course she never used any during sex with someone either. Although she was inexperienced with toys she didn't want to back out either, because somewhere at the back of her mind there was a voice. A voice telling her this is what she needs. What she needs to release the tension in her body and ease the pent-up sexual frustrations she's been feeling for months.

Some time later Margot had pampered herself and treated herself to soak in a warm bubble bath. A little distraction from her thoughts from the toys for a while. It seemed to do the trick too, as her mind wandered to the right mind space she needed to be in for what was to come. The audio playing in her air-pods helped too with her eyes closed. Audio of Tom's voice reading High-Rise flooded her senses. Just hearing his voice in her ears made her tremble as she relaxed into the bath. His voice alone was sexy and he knew how to make even the most simple words sound delightful. Also hearing his voice so close like this triggered memories of their almost intimate night together in his hotel room in New York. After which she wished many times that Tom hadn't led her on like he had, then she wouldn't have found out the hard way about his relationship with Zawe. Despite that she wished possibly just as many times that they'd gone uninterrupted that night too.

Images of herself and Tom were running rampant through her mind, so much so she began kneading one of her breasts with one hand, as the other reached down further under the water. She set herself at a leisurely pace whilst imaging Tom's hands on her instead. However once the water had gone cold Margot had finished pleasuring herself with her fingers enough for her first orgasm. Then she got out of the bath and pulled the plug before trailing water from her dripping body towards her bed. She foregone the use of a towel as right now all she wanted was to heighten her pleasures.

As Tom's voice in her ears began to paint the picture of the current scene, she crawled onto her bed and crumpled up the cover as she moved. Then she settled down on her back as the words swirled around her head and she imagined the scene unfold, together with the images spawning from the film adaptation of Tom playing Dr. Robert Laing. Next Margot reached her hand out to try and find one of her new toys as her eyes were cast-skywards. It took a little longer than she had hoped, but she eventually grabbed hold of the rabbit silicone vibrator. She bit her lip nervously as she held it up in her line of sight, deciding if she should wimp out and go with the less intimidating option instead. Even though the rabbit silicone vibrator would undoubtably make her feel good, but given the fact it had been so long since she had sex and her first time using toys, she switched to the magic wand instead.