Fell Hard

Empty

Xavier

I feel very empty right know

I need my Val and Lauren is very stressed right know she's crying and Blaming herself for this when it wasn't her fault she had a gun to her head and the guy shot val

I love Lauren so much It's unhealthy

Yes I said love

I don't know if she feels the same but I hope she does

"Baby.... Please stop crying it's not healthy for the baby val will be okay she's strong like you said" I said trying to comfort her

"She's like a daughter to me Xavier I love her to much to not cry over this. She's in a coma because of me I couldn't protect her when I should've protected her" she sobbed wrapping her arms around my chest and sobbing in my chest

My sweetheart is heartbroken

And so am I

Will she wake up?

Lauren

I sat on the couch feeling empty as fuck I looked to my right expecting to see Val playing but it's just an empty couch with toys laying there

I'm so sorry val I couldn't protect you

I walked into Vals  room and saw Xavier sobbing on her pillow

"Xavier" I whispered "Baby please" I said "I cant go on" he said "I need my Val" he continued

"Let's go to the hospital yeah?" I asked him and he nodded whipping his tears

I love you xavier and I'm so sorry for letting you and Val down

We arrived at the hospital and saw Xaviers parents including my dad and Zed waiting there

"Your a monster!" His mom yelled at me "you let this happen to her!" She continued until I felt a sharp pain on my face

Xavier

She smacked her

My mom smacked Lauren

"MOM WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM!" I yelled "SHE LET YOUR DAUGHTER END UP LIKE THIS!" She yelled back "It wasn't her fault she had a gun to her head and the dude shot Val and Lauren couldn't do anything!" I yelled

"I-Im so sorry lauren" my mom said Lauren just nodded

Lauren looked down at her tiny bump and rubbed it with her thumb

"Baby let's go see her yeah?" I asked and she nodded

We walked inside and saw Val fast asleep with a bunch of wires connected to her

My baby

"Hey Val me and daddy are waiting for you, we know your gonna wake up one day and we will be happy again we love you so much Val" Lauren said crying and holding Vals hand

"Hey Val, I know your awake deep down there and I love you so much and please don't leave daddy with this crazy women" I said crying and laughing and Lauren laughed too while Whipping tears

We're both hoping for her to wake up one day and we know she will

Lauren

We can't get married tomorrow

I already talked to Xavier about it and he agreed we are not getting married without Val even if she doesn't wake up until were old we aren't getting married

Not without her

"Baby what are you thinking about?" Xavier asked me while stroking my hair as I cuddled into his chest "I just miss Val that's it" I said frowning

"Me too, me too" he said sighing "I miss her making messes and I would freak out about it" I said smiling at the memories

Xavier laughed "Yeah I also miss how Val would come in to my office and annoy me" Xavier said laughing

I laughed too

"Xavier I have an idea" I told him he hummed "We should get the pictures we have of Val and us and put them all around her room like a present for when she wakes up" I said but Xavier frowned

"What if she doesn't wake up" Xavier mumbled "She will, baby trust me" I said stroking his cheek "I want her to be here for her siblings birth" Xavier said rubbing my stomach

I nodded and sighed

What did We do to deserve this?

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Soooo

I know this chapter is short but like I said I was busy

I am really trying to write more and hopefully I will get back to my posting schedule but since I have been busy I'm changing my posting schedule to mondays Wednesdays and Friday's

Stay tuned for the next chapter: His past
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