Fell Hard

Flashback

Lauren

Seeing that letter struck me deeply. What does he want from me. Why was he coming back

All those thoughts ran through my head as I sat down looking at the letter

"Darling" Xavier said coming from behind me and rubbing my shoulders "what are you doing? You shouldn't stress about this, it's not healthy" he said worryingly

But I should be worried he has so much power and I was only 17...

"I'm sorry I was just trying to figure out who sent it" I said sadly looking down. Xavier sighed and hugged me "And I figured it out" I said

He shot up "Baby, who's M" he questioned "his name is Marcus" I said looking him in the eyes

He looked at me with so much sympathy "Who is he?" He asked

"You should sit down for this" I said

"When I was 17 I was very dumb and stupid and my friends convinced me to go to the bar with them and I got drunk but I wasn't drunk enough to not say no when I was dancing this guy came up to me and grabbed me out of no where and he took me a private room I already knew where this was going so I said no and tried to get away he clearly was angry about so he grabbed a rope and tied my hands to the bed at that point I was crying and u was begging for him to let me go but he said "The names Marcus now let me here you scream it" I said sobbing into his shirt

"He raped me and I was only 17 and we tried to find him but we couldn't the police gave up after a couple months and so did I" I said and looked down

He looked at me shocked like he couldn't say anything

He probably finds me disgusting and useless

But suddenly he turned angry

"When I find him I am going to kill him" he said lowly and sounding dangerous

My head shot up 

"What.." I said quietly "Baby your never going to have to worry about him again and he is going to pay for everything he put you and our val through okay?" He said

Getting up and walking out

Oh god