Fell Hard

I know

Lauren

Again

Lucy
        Lucy
                Lucy

He keeps asking about her

He loves her

It's pretty obvious And I can't take it anymore 

They were doing it and I could hear them so it's bin a few days the same thing happens and now  I need to say something

The truth

It hurts to much to hear them or to see them

I love Xavier but Lucy the pretty one and the smart one

I mean she got val a frickin Chanel bag

She's legit five

And Xavier seemed impressed and I just didn't get her anything I mean I didn't know there was a special occasion which there wasn't

I'm Done

"XAVIER RUSSO I SWEAR TO GOD IF YOU DONT GET OUT OF LUCYS ROOM YOU WONT SEE ME EVER AGAIN!" I yelled outside the door and no answer I opened the door to see Xavier about to enter her and my heart smashed into a billion pieces

"Oh my god Lauren!" Lucy yelled covering up and that's it

The tears fell

"Lauren It's not what it looks like" Xavier said and I went up to him and gave him a very hard smack on face

I stormed out of there I was broken and this was the final straw

Xavier chased after me

"Lauren please listen to me" Xavier begged "What is there to listen to i knew the whole time I knew everything you fucked her and thought I didn't know and I knew the whole time and if you tried to break me congratu -fucking -Lations you did it!" I yelled "Lauren" Xavier whispered "NO I DONT WANT TO FUCKING HEAR IT AND WANNA KNOW THE TRUTH I FUCKING LOVE YOU I KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN BUT I STILL LOVED YOU ANYWAY AND THIS IS MY CONSEQUENCE!" I yelled

"Lauren I can't love you you know that" he said and I nodded slowly and turned around but Val was standing there like she saw a ghost with my dad and Xaviers dad

Oh god

Xavier

I fucked up

Shit I fucking love her but I'm being stupid fucking her best friend and telling her I can't love her and now our parents are here

Val....

"Daddy cheated on mommy?" Val asked with her lip quivering

"Mommy?" Lauren asked "Yeah well isn't Lucy mommy?" Val asked and my eyes widened and Lauren face paled

"Lauren?" I said walking up to her "Lauren!" Her dad yelled but she just passed out I caught her before she fell

I caused her so pain

I'm a asshole

Fuck

"Take her to the goddamn hospital!" My mom yelled from behind my dad

I picked her up and ran to the car

"My wife passed out I need a doctor!" I yelled at the nurse

"Alright sir calm down take her to room 305" she told me and I ran down the hall and put her in the room

After that the nurse told us to exit so we could tests and i was going insane

"Xavier Russo?" The doctor asked for and i shot up "How is she?" I asked "Shes fine she just passed out from shock and she had a panic attack but she's fine now just make sure she doesn't be put under pressure for a couple of weeks" the doctor said and I let out a breath