Fell Hard

Awake?!

Lauren

3 months

I'm 3 months pregnant today and also Val hasn't been here for 3 months

I don't know what to feel it hurts so much

Me and Xavier were suppose to find out the gender of our baby and get married but I wasn't gonna do that without Val

I was doing laundry because I was bored like what else am I supposed to do

I wanna visit val today but Xavier had to finish up some work first

"Xavier are you ready to go?" I asked him and he looked up from his work "Not yet could you give me like one more hour I promise then we could go" he said

Xavier has been very depressed these passes couple of months he had been doing work so he could not think of Val but it doesn't seem to work

I went downstairs and Sophia shrieked when she saw me

"Guess what" she said "What?" I asked "Happy early birthday!" She yelled and gave me a gift

I opened it and my eyes went wide "Lingerie?" I asked looking at her

She nodded grinning widely

"For you and for your hubby" she winked "he's not my hubby yet" I said "I know that's why it's in white keep it for your wedding night" she said

I laughed and shook my head

"I'm very tired" I said looking down "I mean soph I don't know what to do, me and Xavier are just very sad I need val I love her so much" I said

She hugged me "I know Lauren I know" she comforted me

Suddenly I head a loud shout "WHAT!" Xavier yelled

I ran upstairs "What happened Why are you yelling!" I yelled at him

He looked at me with those deep brown that were teary and said

"She's awake....." he said I was about to react but before I could he said

"She doesn't remember you"

____________________________________ i know I don't update a lot anymore I'm actually trying too

I'm definitely gonna finish this book before the end of January

Very short chapter I'm just really busy with school

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