Twin's Desire

Chapter 10 - Shame

Vegas POV

After reading the profile that was sent by Nop. I took a bath and flew to the island.

I feel so tired, I think I've drunk so much and it's past 5:00 AM in the morning.

I hurried to our suite and there I found Pete sleeping on his bed. Israel was nowhere to be found so I lied beside Pete.

Hmmm, my baby looks so adorable. He's sleeping so well I could hear him lightly snoring.

His lips are a bit parted. His dimples showing from time to time.

I would like to kiss those beautiful lips, but no. I ain't gonna take advantage of him.

I'd be happy to do him when he's awake though.

I will do anything for you, Pete. So don't fall in love with my brother. Can you do that?

I stroked his hair and hugged him from behind.

It wasn't long when I lied beside him that he moved. I pretended to be asleep and observed what he's gonna do.

He moved for quite a bit and I think he faced me. Suddenly, I felt his fingers through my face. His soft skin lightly brushing to my brows, my eyes, my nose and to my lips. He rubbed my lips for long and I peeked to look on what he was doing. I saw him looking at me with face full of admiration.

"What are you in love with me now?" I asked and what he said made me confused and slightly ecstatic.

"Oh, sorry Liebe, you're hugging me from behind so I thought we're pretending now." he replied.

"Pretending?" I asked and he explained.

Hmmm. So he thought I'm Israel, I remembered you said you differentiate us by our eyes. Let us close my eyes for a while shall we?

But no, I can't take it anymore. I want to see my Pete now.

I slowly opened my eyes and looked him in the eye. I saw how his small pretty eyes got bigger when he realized who I was.

"Khun Vegas..." He said his voice full of shock.

Yes baby, it's me.

He pushed me and tried to get away from me but my reflexes were lightning fast I was able to caught him and handcuffed him on the bed.

No, darling. You ain't getting away from here.

I couldn't control myself when I saw Pete like that. Tied... worried... and undeniably sexy.

The sudden lust that has emerged to my system is uncontrollable to the point that I think I'll die if I won't be tasting Pete right now. I want him so bad that I kissed him.

My body, mind and soul overjoyed when Pete kissed me back and inserted his tounge inside my mouth. That was too much for me, I couldn't help but moan.

He's irresistible, I couldn't get enough of him.

I was in a good mood. I yearned for him.

But my good mood was ruined when I saw fresh hickeys on his body.

So Israel really fucked you huh?
My blood started to boil. I couldn't contain the rage that's slowly eating my remaining sanity.

I felt betrayed. I should be the one fucking you Pete. Why did you let other man fuck you?

I went and grab myself lube and condom. I ain't gonna let you leave this room unfucked by me, Pete. I'll make sure you'll attend quadrimee on a wheelchair.

"Spread you legs, Pete." I said and he obeyed.

"Spread your legs further." I want to see you clearly, Pete.

"Good boy... I wish you could see how sexy you are right now." He's so sexy I'm losing my mind. Pete just moaned and looked up. That slutty neck. I'll put more hickeys there, just so you wait.

I opened the lube and let it flowed to my fingers down to Pete's butthole and that made him moan even louder.

Yes, Pete. Louder!

His moaning might've triggered me that I quickly inserted my finger to his butthole. I felt him tensed and he started crying.

What's wrong with him?

"Khun Vegas...ahhh..it hurts... it hurts so much..." Pete cried.

It... Hurts?

It took me a while to understand what he was saying so I immediately pulled out my finger.

Which I wish I didn't put it in the first place because what I've learned felt like I was punched on the gut.

"I-I'm s-sorry... Pete... You're a virgin, still?" I stuttered trying to deny that fact.

"Khap, Khun..." Pete confirmed and I lost it.

What have I done?

I was so mad for nothing. I did Pete wrong and made his first time like this. What kind of person are you Vegas? You should be ashamed.

I can't help but cry. I didn't wait two years just to do this to Pete.

I was so angry with the marks that I lost it.

I am so ashamed I can't even look Pete
in the eye.

"Go shower and get dressed. We'll go upstairs to have breakfast."

Was all I could say, as I stand up, carried my bag and left Pete alone in the room.

Great, Vegas.

You made him face near death experience on your first official encounter, made him thought you're going to kill him the second and now you've done him wrong.

Did you live your life just to be like this?

I can't believe myself that I feel like I had to punch the wall until my knuckles bruised and bled.

This isn't enough, Vegas. Maybe you should pick yourself a knife from your collection and slit your throat you, psycho.

I just wished that Pete won't keep his distance to me.

Wish that Pete won't see me scarier than he does.

Or I would really just lose it and kill myself before my heart shatter from the consequences of my own foolishness.

Please, Pete.