Twin's Desire

Chapter 11 - Hope for Another

I wonder what happened to Khun Vegas...

He was all scary... and then all of a sudden he was sweet.

After being sweet he did things with me and then he cried.

Alaiwa! I'm so done with these Theerepanyakuls and their weirdness.

But why did Khun Vegas become so intimate with me?

Oh my me, Oh my God! D-does... does Khun Vegas like me?!

Oho Pete, delusional shit. He smelled like alcohol maybe he just mistook you as someone. What a crackhead thinking you're good looking enough to be Khun Vegas's type. Oho! Look at that face! So handsome. Yours can not compare, Pete.

Hmmp. Okay, I'll stop being delusional now.

Let's just take a shower and get breakfast. I'm getting hungry now. I ate before I went to sleep at 11 pm, it's just 6:00 AM and I'm hungry again? Do I have an anaconda on my stomach? So damn greedy.

I took a shower and got dressed. I just wear my sweatshirts and shorts since we'll just be getting breakfast.

When I went out of my room, I looked for Khun Vegas but he's nowhere to be found, I saw a sticky note on his room door.

"Go to the cafeteria when you're finished, I'll be waiting."

He didn't waited for me?

I thought he'll wait for me to finish so we could go down together though...

Hmmp. Don't be sad, Pete. What are you, his wife? Just some kissing and you're acting all grumpy now. Shut it, and just go to the cafeteria!

With a heavy heart, I went upstairs  and looked for Khun Vegas. He sat where Khun Israel and I seated yesterday. Do you guys own that spot?

"Sawasdee Khap, Khun Vegas." I greeted him.

"Hmm. Sit down, Pete." He replied, not meeting my eyes.

What did I do now?

"Order what you like, Pete." Khun Vegas said still not looking in my eyes.

Oho, let him be Pete. Just eat your breakfast so you could tell him you have things to do on your room.

"Khap, Khun." I simply replied.

We ate peacefully. I can't help but peak if he's looking at me or not. Occasionally, I would see him from my peripheral vision, lifting his head and opening his mouth, as if to speak, but would stop and just continue eating.

Say what you want Khun Vegas you're making me curious and anxious!

"Err... Pete." Khun Vegas begin,

"Khap, Khun?" I asked.

"Are you... are you mad?" Khun Vegas said in a small voice.

"Of what Khun Vegas?" I asked innocently.

"O-of what I did...earlier... on your room..." Khun Vegas uttered.

"Ohhh... No Khun, I am not. What made you assumed I am?" I asked him, trying to make it sound like interrogation.

Let's play with this Khun, shall we?

"I don't know. I tied you and kissed you without your consent. As if that wasn't awful enough, I forced myself to you without knowing you're a virgin. I should have been gentler---"

"So you wanted to go all the way?" I cut him off.

Khun Vegas showed an expression like he can not believe what he was hearing.

"I... yes. Of course, I would've. If I was given the opportunity and you gave me your consent." Khun Vegas said.

"But you didn't asked for consent and just shoved your finger in." I replied and tried to stop my self from laughing because Khun Vegas started to sweat.

"I'm sor---"

"But I like it though. When you tied me like that, I mean. And you complimented me with rude words." I said and Khun Vegas dropped his spoon. Lips parted in shock and his pretty monolid eyes looking at me on bewilderment.

What a cute expression!

I'm laughing at myself for thinking that you're scary when you're this cute hahahaha.

"Thank you, Khun Vegas, for the breakfast. I'll leave now because I need to work on something Khun Israel asked me to do in preparation for the quadrimee. I believe you have your own work too for tomorrow's event, so I'll be leaving now. Let's have dinner with your brother later, Khun." I said to this man in front of me who still look like in shock and went back running to my room.

That was fun. But...

Shia, Pongsakorn. Where are you getting all of this attitude?

What kind of slutty behavior is this?

The confidence I was wearing a few moments ago turned into utter humiliation that I hit my head a couple of times. Rolled on my bed and washed my face to calm my nerves down.

I wanna slap myself for being cocky.
But I also wanna tap my back for being so confident, saying those words to Khun Vegas and felt like I actually won some kind of battle.

It's not everyday you got to do that on your bosses. It's a once in a life time opportunity!

However, looking back. I really did mean what I said...

That feeling when he handcuffed me. Imagining the scenario. My arms stuck on the headboard, him on my top looking down at me with eyes full of lust.

I was ready to get railed.

He was touching me all over, provoking me as much as he could. His sighs and moans of satisfaction everytime I get on my nerves and initiate kissing him, sounds like bells to my ears.

When he would talk to me with tone full of rudeness, my system wouldn't take it as an insult, rather it makes my system feel euphoric and asks for more.

I've never liked being looked down upon in the past by anyone... but with Khun Vegas, it was like...

I will let him talk to me in the rudest way possible and it's still me who'd ask for forgiveness while kneeling and begging in front of him.

This is a first time and new to me. I would like to know more about this side of mine.

Will Khun Vegas and I have another time to be intimate like that again?

I wonder what will Khun Vegas say if I asked him to do it again.

No, I can not take that. That's too embarrassing.

Sigh.

Let's just hope for a miracle, then.