Silent Pain : Landokuhle's Story

Chapter 35

Week Later!!!!

I've been stuck in this hell-hole for an entire week. I seriously thought my father would've have done or found me by now but nothing. Yanga still drugged me and raped me for the entire week , every single day ; twice each day. This time he doesn't even untie me anymore , he does what he does and leaves I guess then comes back to beat me up when he feels like it. His buddy Sizwe , comes here to feed me and just throw insults at me. I'm on some 'it is what it is' now cause I seriously don't have the energy for all this , I tried thinking of my kids to motivate myself but it didn't work , atleast I know aunt Phindi and my sisters will take good care of them if it happens that I die. I've been having an excruciating headache and I think it's because of how Yanga would bash my head against the wall whenever he beats me up.

Me : "Yanganathi. This is all pointless , holding me hostage and torturing me won't make me fall in love with you again instead you making me resent you."

Yanga : "Why would you do me like this? We had our future planned and you go and turn those plans into reality with another man? Huh? How selfish are you?"

Me : "I NEVER DUMPED YOU YANGA , IT WAS THE OTHER WAY AROUND!! YOU PLAYED ME , MADE ME A FOOL THEN YOU DUMPED ME FOR STANDING UP FOR MYSELF ; SOMETHING YOU'VE NEVER DONE! CAUSE YOU ALWAYS WANNA BE YOUR FATHER'S PUPPET!"

Yanga : "I'm not his puppet!" He screams.

Me : "You are! You are always tryna prove yourself to him by impressing him and look at what it has done to you. You are a crazy druggie that looks bipolar in all honesty!"

His nose flares and I know he's angry. He slaps me so hard making me pee myself a bit , this time I returned the slap which was a super bad love for me. He threw a punch sending me reeling backwards.

Yanga : "Fuck you Lando yezwa?!" He shouts walking towards me and punched me repeatedly until I fell off from the bed and hit my head on the concrete floor , I scream. He kept screaming and cursing as he kicked every part of my body. He was kicking my ribcage repeatedly. I was screaming in agony begging him to stop until my voice couldn't come out anymore. It was like he's possessed as he kept on cursing and beating me like a dog that he thought I was. I just laid there silent , I couldn't even moan out in pain.

Yanga : "Fuck! Look At what you made me do!"

Yanga : "Oh my God! I killed her. She's dead." He kept on mumbling and sobbing.

I don't know what happened but I saw him stumbling back while frowning and bleeding. I tried turning my head towards the door but the pain wouldn't let me.

Kabelo : "Baby?" I think my tears gushed more when I saw him even though he had a gun in his hand. He threw it on the floor then caressed my face then I blacked out.