Silent Pain : Landokuhle's Story

Chapter 13

#13 -Let me love you.

I'm woken up by soft wet kisses on my neck and these lips are cold. I open my eyes

Me : "Kabelo?" I whisper.

Kabelo : "Mmmh." He just starts sucking on my neck and I'm tryna control my breathing and mouth.

Me : "Just stop please!" He stops and buries his face on my boobs then shake his head vigorously making that 'brrrrr bbbbrrrr' sound. I just laugh

Me : "Staaap" euuww , my voice sounds so bitchy right now , my parents would be disappointed.

Kabelo : "Are you tryna kill me woman?!" He asks with a gruff voice , holding my feet.

Me : "What? Why?"

Kabelo : "You busy brushing my penis , just tell me if you want it and I'll gladly give it to you." He says the last six words rather seductively. I didn't even notice that I was brushing his penis with my feet , I just felt something bumpy and started rubbing my feet against it cause it felt nice.

Me : "I'm still angry at you." He sighs then sit up and scoops me to his lap. He's holding me so close and I can literally feel his package on my coochie.

Kabelo : "I know. Again I'm sorry MaDlamini. I'm sorry for acting like a jerk and hurting you like that. I promise to never do that again to you. I just didn't expect to see you that time since I was grumpy , I didn't wanna see you in that mood but it happened and I acted like an ass. I'm sorry ntomb'enhle , I'm new at this love thing and I don't know how to love but I'm hoping to learn with you. I never had my father around to teach me how to love a woman unconditionally so please bare with me." He kisses my nose.

Me : "Just don't do that nonsense with me again Kabelo cause I won't be so nice."

Kabelo : "you Nice?! Am I forgiven ke?"

Me : "Yes and ungathi 'ke' Kimi."

Kabelo : "Yah no , uyashubisa. Yoh! I won't ever piss you off shame , yesterday I kept on praying that you don't stab me or shoot me." I laugh.

Me : "Aibo! I'm not that bad." He just rolls his eyes.

Kabelo : "Please be my girlfriend?"

Me : "Weehh baba! Akushelwa kanjalo kanti wena awufundiswanga?" (You don't ask a girl out like that , didn't they teach you?) He laughs. I love his laugh , he looks so beautifully handsome when he laughs.

Kabelo : "Okay fine." He pushes me off him playfully and I fall on the bed , he gets out of bed. He looks at me then asks me to stand , I do so.

Me : "What a..."

Kabelo : "Shhh and let me do this."

Me : "Okay." He clears his throat.

Kabelo : "Mntanomuntu. Angazi noma sengiyona yini kepha ungixolele makunjalo. Lapha kuwe ngilethwe inhliziyo etshene izinyawo zasezenza intando yenhliziyo. Mama , ngilapha nje ngilangazelele uthando lakho. Ngingajabula kakhulu mangase ungiphe ithuba ungenze indoda emadodeni. Anginawo amaningi kepha linye igama elisenhlizweni yami njengamanje futhi elingeke laphuma...Ngiyakuthanda ntokazi. Ngicela ithuba." His voice lorddd!!!! He sounds so sexy speaking pure Zulu. (I don't know if I'll be crossing the line or not but forgive me if I am. I am brought to you by my feet that are led by my heart , making it fulfil the heart's desire. Mama , I am her because I'm in need of your love. I would be very happy if you could give me a chance and make me a man amongst men. I don't have many words but there's only one word lingering in my heart and it'll never change "Ngiyakuthanda" [which simply means 'I love you' it's much longer in English.] Please give me a chance.)

Me : **blushing**

Kabelo : "Ngiphendula phela mntanomuntu." I clear my throat a multiple times tryna stop myself from blushing but it's not happening. (Answer me)

Me : "Angazi bhuti." He is smiling so hard and I'm a blushing mess. (I don't know.)

Kabelo : "Hawu ntokazi. Uyangifaka noma uyangikhipha?" (Are you letting me in or not?)

Me : "Ngiyakufaka." By now my hands are covering my face to hide my blushing face. He removes them and stares into my eyes.

Kabelo : "Ngiyabonga mntanomuntu."

Me : **nods** I'm even drawing circles with my foot.

Kabelo : "Bengisacela amanzi e'olintshi mama?" (Can I have a kiss?)

Me : "Ungawaphuza." (Kiss me.) He cups my face and smashes his lips on mine. He's a great kisser alright! I pull out of the kiss.

Kabelo : "Ngiyabonga mama yezwa?" I haven't stopped blushing , I nod.