my hero academia girls x depressed male reader

chapter 5

(Y/N) made it back home and when he arrived he took a shower and changed and then he laid down on his bed and he played some music on his phone.

(Y/N) started to have those voices in his head that tells him negative thoughts.

" maybe that boy from class was right, you are worthless"

" you shouldn't even exist"

"You're a mistake in life"

(Y/N) kept crying when he went to the bathroom to grab the entire box of razors and he cutted himself a couple times in his arms and then washed all of his blood in the sink and then he fell asleep.

The next morning, (y/n) went to school and when he arrived he went to class and after a few hours it was lunch time and he was with izuku along with ochako and iida and momo was also sitting along with (y/n) not knowing the others that she was keeping a closer eye on him after what happened yesterday.

Then mina was bringing along with her the boy who was being mean to (y/n) when he tried to introduce himself to him.

Mina: now apologize!

Boy: okay! I'm sorry for the mean things I told you before.

Then mina scolds him.

Boy: and my name is katsuki bakugo.

(Y/N): okay I accept your apology and it's nice to meet you.

Bakugo: tch whatever

Ochako: that was very sweet of you mina for bringing along bakugo so he can apologize.

Mina: yeah it was no problem.

(Y/N): thank you mina this really means a lot to me.

Mina: aw don't mention it kid.

Then everyone were finishing their lunches until the bell rang to go back to their class.

A few months later, dorms were now added to the school so (y/n) can pack his stuff so he can live in on of the dorms in the school.

(Y/N) also brought his box full of razors and one time after school he went to his dorm and forgetting to close his door and he began to cry into his pillow and then he saw his box and he grabbed it and opened it and took out a big razor and he began cutting himself in the arm and he kept doing it until he heard a voice.

Tsuyu: (y/n) what are you doing?!

Tsuyu's pov: I was walking down the hallway and I was about to enter my dorm until I heard what I thought sounded like someone crying and then I followed the sound when I reached (y/n)'s dorm and he left his door open and I took a peek and I couldn't believe what I just saw!

No one's pov: (y/n) heard tsuyu's voice and he quickly putted away the razor under his pillow and tsuyu quickly ran towards (y/n) and she started hugging him making (y/n) starting to cry again.

Tsuyu: why (y/n) why?

She said as she was crying too.

(Y/N): I'm so sorry tsu, I can't fight my suicidal thoughts it's so hard I don't know what to do I'm so useless!

Tsuyu: no don't you ever say that (y/n)! You are not useless you are a strong hero and I will help you fight these awful thoughts.

She kept hugging him while he kept on crying and after a few minutes they let go of each other.

Tsuyu: please (y/n) give me the razor

Then (y/n) took out the razor from under his pillow and he gave her the razor.

Tsuyu: okay thank you (y/n) please stay while I'll go look for help.

Hearing that made (y/n) feel very panicked while tsuyu was running through the hallways looking for help until she saw momo heading to her dorm.

Tsuyu: momo!

Momo: what's wrong tsuyu were you crying?!

Tsuyu: no I'm fine I just need some help for (y/n).

Momo: what's wrong with him?

Tsuyu realized that she didn't have an excuse to tell her.

Tsuyu: um he just got a bruise from accidentally falling.

Then momo realized what was really going on so she ran off the girls bathroom and picked up a first aid kit and ran towards (y/n)'s dorm and she saw him crying.

Momo: (y/n) please show me your arms.

Then (y/n) showed her his bloody arms and momo made a shocked face.

(Y/N): I'm so sorry momo I can't fight my thoughts all by myself.

He said it while crying.

Then momo got out some alcohol and started to rub it on his arms and he flinched a little in pain as she kept rubbing and then she wrapped some bandages around his arms.

(Y/N) kept crying a lot until both momo and tsuyu hugged him and trying to comfort him.

Momo: okay (y/n) I need you to do something for me okay?

(Y/N) nodded while he was hyperventilating.

Momo: okay I need you to a couple of deep breaths okay I know you can do this.

(Y/N): I don't think I can.

Tsuyu: it's okay it's hard for some people at first but then it gets easier.

Then (y/n) started to take some deep breaths and began to breathe in and out and later he felt a little bit better.

Momo: see I told you it wasn't that hard I knew you can do it.

Then (y/n) smiled a little.

Momo: okay (y/n) now can you give the razor please.

Tsuyu: oh don't worry momo he already gave me his razor.

Momo: okay but do you anymore razors (y/n)?

Then he gave momo his small box full of razors and she left with them meanwhile tsuyu was still in his dorm.

Tsuyu: don't worry (y/n) I know you'll get through this I believe in you.

Then she kisses him in the cheek and she walks out of his dorm and (y/n) was surprised that he got his first kiss from a girl.