my hero academia girls x depressed male reader

chapter 10

When the incident with (y/n) in the boy's bathroom, mr aizawa gave him counselor meetings a few days a week and one day (y/n) went his dorm and locked the door and he got a razor that he was hiding in his binder and he began cutting himself again.

" you're worthless"

" a nobody"

" kill yourself"

Tears streamed down to (y/n)'s face and when he was done' he curled up in a ball and he was crying.

Then a knock came in his door.

Mr aizawa: (y/n) it's me mr aizawa can you please open the door.

(y/n) quickly threw away his razor on his trash bin and started to panic and he couldn't get up to answer the door, he was in a panic attack.

Mr aizawa: (y/n) please open the door right now.

(y/n) couldn't do nothing but cry.

Mr aizawa: (y/n) I have the keys to all the dorms if you don't open the door then I will.

There was still no answer from him.

Mr aizawa: alright I'm coming in.

Then aizawa got the keys to all the dorms and got the key for (y/n)'s dorm and he began to unlock the door to his room and (y/n) was still crying and when aizawa opened the door his heart dropped.

When mr aizawa came in he saw (y/n) crying in a ball and his arms were bleeding and he ran to him.

Mr aizawa: oh my God (y/n) are you okay?!

(y/n) couldn't answer because he was still crying and he was in a panic attack.

Mr aizawa: okay (y/n) just relax and take a some deep breaths.

(Y/N): I-I can't

Mr aizawa: that's alright it's doesn't for some people in the first time but at least try to take a few breaths.

Mr aizawa realizes that (y/n) was still pretty suicidal and he tried his best to help him.

Mr aizawa: please (y/n) take a couple of deep breaths.

Then (y/n) started to take a deep breaths.

Mr aizawa: okay you're doing great

Then (y/n) started to feel a little bit relaxed.

Mr aizawa: now please tell me (y/n) what's wrong.

(y/n) didn't wanted to answer his question so he couldn't be sad again.

Mr aizawa: please tell me I really want to help you.

(Y/N): okay I'll tell you

Mr aizawa: why are you always like this?

(Y/N): because everyone in my life never loved me and it made me feel like a mistake in life.

Mr aizawa: that's not true (y/n).

(Y/N): yes it is because back at my last school when I used to cry at the lunch area no one ever talked or checked on me so they just walked right past me like I never existed and that's when I realized I'm better off dead.

Mr aizawa: that's not true everyone here at ua cares and loves you.

" he's lying to you"

" you're a mistake in life"

" nobody loves you"

Then (y/n) started to cry again and then mr aizawa gives him a hug and rubs his back.

Mr aizawa: shh it's okay

(Y/N): you're lying to me

Mr aizawa: no I'm not we do love you.

Then he starts to cry harder

Mr aizawa: shh there there

He says while he hugs him and rubs his back

Mr aizawa kept hugging (y/n) while he was still crying and the next day mr aizawa took (y/n) to recovery girl and she gave him some anti depressants and when he came back to the dorms tsuyu was there waiting for him.

(Y/N): tsu what are you doing here?

Then tsuyu ran towards (y/n) and she gave him a hug and she started to cry.

Tsuyu: why do you keep doing this to yourself?

(Y/N): I'll tell but let's go to my room.

Then (y/n) and tsuyu went to his room and they both sat on his bed.

(Y/N): okay I only told this to mr aizawa and not anyone else.

Tsuyu: told him what?

(Y/N): when I was small I really loved my mother so much I used her hug her so much her hugs really felt magical and it had a huge sense of love.

Tsuyu: then what happened to her?

(Y/N): when I was 10 years old my mother abandoned me and my whole family.

Then (y/n)'s eyes started to form some tears and tsuyu started to feel really bad for him.

(Y/N): when she left, I felt like everything in my life was gone and when I had no one to hug I felt very lonely and I had no reason to live.

Then (y/n) began to cry and tsuyu hugged him while she had some tears in her eyes too.

Tsuyu: don't you ever think that my love I'm here now and I will never leave you and I will always be with you forever!

They both spent a few minutes hugging each other and then after they let go.

Tsuyu: please don't ever leave me.

(Y/N): I won't

Tsuyu: pinky promise me

(Y/N): okay I pinky promise

They both crossed their pinkies together.

Tsuyu: ok please don't give up and stay strong.

Then tsuyu kissed (y/n) in the lips.

Tsuyu: bye my love

Then (y/n) waved her goodbye and she left the room and now (y/n) was alone in his room.

" you hurt her feelings"

" you're a monster"

" burden"

(y/n) began to cry and then he saw his bottle of pills...

And that's when he had an idea...