Epilogue: Impulse

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I'm writing the ending before I've written chapter 42

Why? 

BECAUSE I HAVE IDEAS.

'Well?'

I look around the group. Cub steps closer to Scar. Joel's not looking at me. Tango and Skizz look ready to murder, Grian's wings are raised. I shouldn't have pushed him. I shouldn't have told EX about any of that... I should've told Skizz I love him more times... And Tango. I should've apologised... So many regrets. So much stuff I should've done, or shouldn't have done...

It's all my fault.

No. A small part of my mind tells myself. You're not to blame. Stop regretting so much.

So I do what the Principal least expects. 

I nod.

Fixing eyes with Skizz, trying to make him understand. He shakes his head back. Understanding, but not acceptance. I nod again, but I'm pulled back, knife digging into my neck, before I can signal again. Tango's glare intensifies, Skizz smiles at me, and even from here I can see tears glistening down his face, then waves. I can't wave back, hoping he knows I would. 

'Well?'

'We've made our choice.' Skizz speaks. The others nod. 'Tango?' 

'Goodbye, Impulse.' 

It's all he says before the world turns to fire.

And then white. 

And I finally accept that I'm still a good person.

The End




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