40 year old, Beyoncè Knowles-Raymond has always tried to be the perfect Pastor's wife. Her husband, Pastor Usher Raymond, constantly puts "the work of the Lord", as is first priority. But what about the needs of his wife?
26 year old Normani Hamilto...
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Normani's P.O.V.
I could barely focus on Pastor Raymond's sermon. I tried my hardest to pay attention, but his wife was a major distraction! I really wasn't trying to be a creep. But I was definitely under her spell. Especially when she got up to sing with the choir. Her voice was amazing. She sounded like an angel.
I studied her features and her curvy anatomy. My mind wandered as I began to fantasize about what it would be like to kiss every inch of her body. I envisioned myself wrapping her inside my warm embrace while slowly kissing her lips. I saw my chocolate hands caressing her caramel skin. I saw myself leading her to my bed and me climbing on top of her naked body. Just when I was about to place my head between her thick thighs, I heard a voice whisper....
"Mani...Stop looking at the pastor's wife! Nasty tail!", Megan whispered into my ear. Unfortunately bringing me back to reality.
"I wasn't!", I lied.
"Yeah right....Don't get in trouble with Jesus, girl!", she said.
She was right. I had no business even thinking about hooking up with a married woman. Especially not the pastor's wife! But I couldn't help it. The temptation was very strong. I was going to do my best not to fall for her though.
Finally, I was able to block out my fantasies and focus on the pastor's message. What he said actually encouraged me. He was speaking about how to overcome depression, which is something I've battled with in the past. Specifically during a time when my ex fiancee and I broke up. It's hard to get over someone that you thought you would spend the rest of your life with. But we grew apart. She decided she wasn't ready to get married and we ended our relationship all together. I had to learn how to stop crying over her and move on.
Moving on with a woman like First Lady Bey was what I wanted. I hated that she was married! A woman like that needed to be on arm and in my bed! But she was taken. And obviously not a lesbian....So I told myself to get her out of my head and stop wasting my time thinking I had a chance with a married, heterosexual woman!
After Pastor Raymond finished his sermon, he extended the typical "come to Jesus" invitation. Then, he asked if anyone would like to join the church.
"Come join with me", I said to Megan.
"Girl, ain't nobody about to..."
Before Meg could finish telling me what she wasn't about to do, I was dragging her by the arm to the altar with me.
"We have two! Thank you young ladies for joining Greater Emmanuel Baptist Church! What are your names?", Pastor Raymond asked with a welcoming smile.
"Praise the Lord, y'all! My name is Megan! I'm twenty seven and single by the way", Meg said with a cheesy smile. She waved at the deacons in the front row who were very happy about her joining!
