40 year old, Beyoncè Knowles-Raymond has always tried to be the perfect Pastor's wife. Her husband, Pastor Usher Raymond, constantly puts "the work of the Lord", as is first priority. But what about the needs of his wife?
26 year old Normani Hamilto...
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Usher's P.O.V.
My Monday was decent. Even though Tremaine pissed me off with his threat, I tried not to think about it. I made love to my wife the night before, she made me a great breakfast in the morning, and I was enjoying my day off. Even Zendaya popped up on me. She actually sat and held a long conversation with her daddy... That was a huge shocker! But I enjoyed talking with my baby girl. She's smart and has a lot of wisdom. I had to apologize to her and promised to stop treating her like she's baby. She's a mature young lady now. I still tried to convince her to come to church sometimes. She said she'll consider it. That was a start!
As I mentioned, I was having a great day! That was until my wife got home....I went to give her a kiss, but she rejected it.
"We need to talk", she said coldly.
"What's wrong?", I asked.
"Just sit down, Usher", she said.
No "honey"? Whenever she didn't call me "honey" I knew something was definitely wrong. I was just wondering what could've happened. She had a few clients that day and she told me she was having lunch with one of her girls. So why did she come back home in a bad mood? And why was she upset with me?
"Babe, did I do something wrong?", I asked.
"I talked to Kierra today...", she replied. And right then and there my heart started beating fast. I began to perspire. I was nervous but angry at the same time. The mention of Kierra's name automatically told me that Tremaine had ran his mouth! And I immediately started thinking of ways to take his life!
"Wow....I can see it in your face that you already know what this is about. So it's true then. You and Tremaine..."
I interrupted before she finished. "Babe, please! I'm sorry! I let sin take over and made a terrible mistake! You know that's not how I am! He seduced me after I had some wine", I told her.
"You like men, Usher! Just admit it! Why are you trying to pretend that you don't?!", she yelled.
A tear slid down my face. "Babe, I can get help! I'll step down from pastoring and your dad can counsel me", I said.
"Usher sexuality can't be "counseled" or "prayed" away! It's unchangeable!", she exclaimed.
"No! I can be changed! God will deliver me!", I cried.
"Usher, please just stop!", Beyoncé cried. She grabbed me and hugged me.
"Babe, I cant lose you", I told her.
She pulled away from the hug and said, "Usher....we can't stay married..."
"Don't say that, Beyoncé! We made vows! To be together for better or for worse!", I reminded her.
"We made those vows when we were eighteen and twenty one! We were too young and you know it! We were forced into it!", she argued.
