I hate the first time |Dekubaku|

A new day A new problem

TW: ATTEPMTED R***

Katsuki POV:
I wake up before Deku I raced to the bathroom I needed to get myself together right now. Katsuki don't cry today or I wi- I was interrupted by Deku asking was I ok. "Why would I be you're here" I say trying to keep up my old attitude even though I have no energy to be a dick right now.

"I'm stayin here with you now" I bust open the door almost hitting Deku right in the noggin. "excuse me, but the fuck did you just say" as i'm staring him down while he's on the floor. "see well you blew kirishima's door off a-and like kinda started fire in his r- room so they were gonna make him stay with you, b-but I thought that was a bad idea s-so he's staying in my dorm and i'm here.

"and why the fuck would you think I wouldn't want to be with shitty hair"

"you know Kacchan... you guys broke up"

"oh.."

Me and Deku stay silent I mutter a quiet "just don't bother me" get dressed and leave.

class starts

Midoriya POV:
Kacchan left before me, but he still isn't here yet and now that i'm lookin around neither is Kiri. They're probably making up again. I bet my bags will be outside my door by the end of the day. I stop my thoughts to a worried denki.

"Midoriya h-have you seen Ejiro he hasn't responded to my calls and texts and he isn't in class i'm seriously worried please help me find him". I know I sound like such a bad friend right now, but I honestly couldn't care less about Kirishima. Where the hell is Kacchan. I agree to help look for Kiri because most likely they're in the same place.

I hear noises come from the bathroom that sounds like Kacchan yelling..about cheating?? What the hell. I know it's rude, but I can't help my noisiness right now.

Katsuki POV:
"YOU CHEATED END OF STORY"

"could you calm down please Kats"

I can't believe the fucking audacity of this man. He corners me in a bathroom, asks me to get back together and asks me to calm down. Are you fucking serious.

"how long have you and dunce face been at it"

"Kats...."

"I asked you a fucking question now answer before I beat it outta denki"

"Kats I love you"

I grab Kiri by his collar and throw him into the bathroom sink, breaking the mirror and the sink. "answer my fucking question"

"s-since our first fight"

"first fight? you mean new years? are you fFcking kidding me"

I was very vulnerable

"SO WAS I DID I GO FUCK DEKU NO I DIDNT I CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP KIRI...
I cried myself to sleep cursing myself for that shit for hurting YOU NOT DEKU OR ANYBODY ELSE YOU"

I was crying hard. Kiri got off the floor and hardened his self because he thought I was gonna hit him. I did, but the hit became so weak as a dropped my head in his chest. I cried and I whimpered telling him I would never do that to him never.

I heard a phone chime from outside the bathroom, somebody was listening. Somebody heard me cry.

"Let's talk later just come to Deku's dorm ok?" Kiri said as he wiped my tears and pecked me on my forehead. He heard it too. I didn't respond and I watched him walk away.

Midoriya POV:
Denki had texted me and my stupid phone went off so loud luckily I bolted out of there and back to class in time before they could notice.