|Gia|
I walked into my office happily on Monday morning. Josh's family cookout was Saturday, and I didn't leave Trey's house until this morning to do my morning run. The only time I left, was to get some clothes.
"What are you so happy for?" Josh asked when she walked into my office.
"Trey." I stated simply.
He smiled. "Well, I don't want to rain on your parade, but this letter, along with the Ms. G letters, came for you.
Josh handed me the letter and when I read "San Quentin State Prison" I immediately knew who it was.
I didn't want to see of hear from this person ever again in my life.
I opened the letter and immediately, my mood changed.
Dear Gia,
Hey beautiful. I miss your face so much. As I've said in the previous letters, I'm sorry for all the pain I put you through. And I know, you don't want anything to do with me, which is why I stopped writing to you. But this time, I wanted to tell you that I'm getting out soon, so expect a visit from me.
See you soon,
Your father
I folded the letter back up and placed it back into the envelope that it came in.
I was definitely going to show this to my mother. I was almost sure that she didn't know about this. Neither one of us needed him back into our lives.
He ruined my childhood and caused my mom to slip into a depression. Once she once out her depression, she bombarded herself with her work, and became the workaholic that she is now. I could never forgive him for what he did to us.
I placed the envelope on my desk and started reading the Ms. G letters. Before I was able to get through a few letters, Lauren was knocking on my door.
"Trey's here."
Trey walked into my office and sat down as Lauren disappeared back to wherever she was.
"Hello." I greeted, while not looking up from my computer screen. I was really trying to focus on my work.
"You okay?"
"I'm perfect. How are you?" I smiled.
"Good."
"So why are you here?" I asked.
"You don't want me here?"
"No, it's not that. I'm just trying to focus." I confessed.
"I missed you." He said.
I looked up at him. "You saw me the entire weekend." I stood up from my desk and went over to my windows.
My office, as well as everyone else's was all glass. Here, we all had blinds in our office if we wanted our privacy. Most people chose to have their privacy while working, but I didn't. I liked to now what was going on outside of my office, but I never really look up from my computer to know.
For the first time since I've worked here, I pulled the string to make the blinds fall down.
I walked over to Trey and sat in his lap and laid my head on his chest.
There was something about Trey that made me not afraid. Usually, I would be scared to be in relationships because I know how they're going to end. When I'm with Trey, I don't feel like an aggrophobic anymore, I just feel like me.
~~~
"What were y'all doing?" Lauren asked as soon as Trey left.
"Why we had to be doing something?" I asked.
"You always have these things up." She said as she pointed to the blinds.
"So? Maybe I just didn't want to know what was going on outside my office today."
"Or maybe you was getting dick!" Lauren exclaimed.
She was extremely loud, so I know other people heard her.
"No, I wasn't getting dick. I was just talking to him."
"You're a good liar. But anyway, we can look at the house in two weeks." She said before walking out.
I know it seems bad for me to living with someone at 26 years old, but living alone made me feel miserable. I knew for sure I wasn't ready to move in with Trey yet, and I couldn't live with Josh because he was an extremely messy person, and I couldn't be cleaning up his mess all the time. Lauren was my only option. She was a good friend and she wasn't messy like Josh, and she was looking to move out of her apartment just like me.
I was actually really excited to be moving out of that apartment. It was just supposed to be a temporary place until I recovered from my situation with Andre.
~~~
"Mom!" I called as I walked into her house after using my spare key.
"I'm in my room." She called.
I walked to her room, and laid down beside her on her bed.
"Did you get a letter from daddy too?"She furrowed her eyebrows at the mention of his name. "I'll take that as a no. Well, he sent me a letter. He's getting out soon."
"So?"
"You aren't bothered by that?"
"Nope. And you shouldn't be either, he can't hurt us anymore.
I wasn't worried about whether it would hurt us. I was worried about how our relationship would be after all these years.
~~~
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