Aggrophobia (Trey Songz Fanfiction)

Prologue

Prologue

Aggrophobia- (Noun) The Fear Of Being Heartbroken

"Love? It kills your heart, it steals your soul." ~

|Gia Alexis Lawrence|

Everyone is in a relationship. Everyone but me.

To be honest, I don't want to be in a relationship. In a relationship, you let your guard down. When you let your guard down, people stomp on you heart like they never even cared about you. I don't want that to happen again.

The guy says he loves you and you fall for his tricks and games, then he breaks your heart. It feels like he's ripping it out of your chest and stepping all over it.

Heartbreak is something I don't want to go through again. I'm afraid of it. To me it is the worst thing in the world. That's the worst thing someone could ever do to someone else. It's confusing to me how someone can make love to you over and over and say they love you repeatedly, then break your heart.

I refuse to be in a relationship again, because it's only going to result in heartbreak. I don't want my heart broken, so in order to keep it that way, I will stay out of a relationship and out of love.

It all started when I was born. My mother was an extremely kind lady, but she was so in love with my father, that she didn't even realize how horrible he was treating us. My father on the other hand, was bipolar as fuck. One minute, he would be saying how much he loved us, and the next minute, he would be beating the shit out of us. He would always say I was his princess, then beat me like I was a stranger on the street.

But, I am happy that my mother finally got out of that horrible abusive relationship

My brother, Tyrell, he was the stronger one, he would fight back against our father's beatings. He was my rock. He was more of a parent to me than my parents ever were. He was the only things I would look forward to every morning when I wake up.

I felt like no one loved me. No one did. My parents were the worst parents ever, they just didn't care. But, you can't pick your family. I had no other relatives that I knew about. I had no friends. I was the type to keep to myself most if the time. Tyrell was the only one who actually cared what I did or what happened to me.

But now, I don't know where Tyrell is. He left one day, he told me he would come back, but he never did. The only person who cared about me walked right out of my life. That was when I was 17, and I'm 26 now.

I don't wanna love people. I don't want people to love me. I'd rather just be alone.

I don't know if I could handle love. I've been heartbroken one time because of love, and that's one time too many. And heartbreak is something that I don't want anymore.

I'm afraid of heartbreak. I'm an aggrophobic. I have aggrophobia.

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