|Gia|
"I love you." I kissed his lips. It was only supposed a simple kiss, but it turned into a make out session. "Baby, I have to go to work." I mumbled in the kiss.
"Call in, and tell them you ain't coming." He said as he pulled me on the bed on top of him.
"Baby, I can't do that." I said. I had been calling in a lot lately, and mommy had been getting in my ass about it.
"Baby, I just wanna fuck you one last time before I leave for the party."
His younger brother, Jeremy was having a bachelor's party tonight.
"I promise when you get back from the party, we can do whatever you want." I responded while standing up and grabbing my keys.
"I love you."
"I love you too, Andre."
Three months later
"Josh, I'll call you tonight when I get home." I replied as I walked into the elevator.
When I got in my car, I heard my stomach growl. I decided that tonight would be one of those nights when I surprised Andre with McDonald's, his favorite.
I parked in the parking lot, and got out the car. As I was ordering Andre's usual, A Big Mac, I saw a pregnant woman.
"Congratulations." I smiled.
"Thank you."
The cashier called my order and I grabbed my food. I realized that I forgot to grab some napkins because I was sure that the workers didn't put any in the bag. I turned around and dropped my food.
My boyfriend, who I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, was cheating on me, and got some girl pregnant.
Once my food hit the ground and made a loud noise, Andre turned around. When he saw me, his face softened. I ran to my car as fast as I could.
When I got home, I sulked in bed all day. Andre didn't even bother to come home that night. But when he gets here, I'll be long gone.
I woke up in bed with cold sweat on my face. I hadn't had a dream about Andre in months, but seeing him last night made all those dreams come back.
I got dressed in some yoga pants and a sports bra, with a small jacket over it, and went on my morning run. As I listened to Tinashe's Far Side Of The Moon, I could have sworn I saw Andre, or at least someone who looked like him.
Without even continuing on my morning run, I turned around and went back to my apartment.
I hopped in the shower and got ready for work.
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I sighed as I placed another Ms. G letter into my already read pile. I had been working extra hard this morning, and doing anything to keep my mind off my dream this morning.
I sighed once again as I picked up another letter and read it.
Dear Ms. G,
I was recently on a date with my boyfriend, and ran into my ex and his girlfriend. It was obvious that he still has feelings for me. When I saw him, it was like everything just came back to me all at once. I love my current boyfriend, but am I wrong for still having feelings for my ex?
Maria L.
Sometimes I wonder how these Ms. G letters are always similar to a situation that I'm in. Hopefully, it was just a coincidence.
I honestly didn't even know what to write back to Maria L., because I don't even know what to do for myself.
I looked down at my keyboard and began to let my fingers take over.
Dear Maria L.,
You aren't wrong for still having feelings. Just don't let those feelings control your mind, and lead you into doing something that you'll regret. He is your ex for a reason, and there's a reason why he should stay your ex. It's normal for feelings that you had for someone to return, but they'll slowly start to fade. If your ex did you wrong, and that's why you're no longer with him, just ignore the feelings. Go out on a date with your current boyfriend, have a night out with your best friend, do anything to get him off your mind. Your current boyfriend is probably better for you than your ex could ever dream of being. Leave your past in the past, and don't let it determine your future.
Ms. G
The response that I wrote was more like giving advice to myself rather than giving advice to someone else. I knew nothing about this lady's ex to be telling her that her current boyfriend is better than him. But I didn't care.
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While exiting out of my office, the date that Lauren went on Saturday came to my mind.
"Lauren, how was your date?" I asked.
"What date? Oh you mean the date that I had last Saturday?" I nodded. "I didn't have a date. Your mom, Josh, and I planned that so that you could get with Trey. And it worked." She smiled.
I sighed and walked into my office. The gesture of them doing all this to make me happy was nice, but I could have gotten Trey on my own, if I had wanted him.
When I sat down and began going through the letters, Josh came to my door. "Do you wanna see the edition that just came out. The one with Trey?" He asked. This edition should've came out about a week ago, but mommy said she delayed it for some reason.
"Yes." I smiled. He walked in and handed me the magazine and walked out my office. I flipped to the page that had Trey's interview.
While looking down at Trey's interview, my began to ring. I knew automatically that it was Trey.
"Hey." I cheered.
"Uh, hey, I can't come over tonight." He admitted.
Trey was supposed to be coming over tonight, and were just going to watch Empire together.
"Really? Are you sure?"
"Yeah. I'm at the studio, you wanna come through?" He asked.
"Trey, Empire comes on tonight." I whined. Although it was only six and Empre comes on at nine, I still wanted to make sure I didn't miss anything.
"You don't gotta stay a long time." He said.
It was no secret that I couldn't resist Trey no matter how hard I tried. Even when we weren't together, I still somewhat wanted him.
"Alright, I'm coming." I hung up.
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