Aggrophobia (Trey Songz Fanfiction)

Chapter 21: Change

|Gia|

"Josh, open this motherfucking door!" I yelled, banging on his apartment door. I had a key to Josh's apartment, but I had left it home. I wasn't here to talk to Josh or anything, I wanted to know where Justine was.

"Why you so loud?" The door swung open, but it wasn't Josh. It was Jordan.

"Where the hell is your sister?" I yelled once again.

"How am I supposed to know?" He replied.

I rolled my eyes and pushed past him and into Josh's apartment. "Josh!" I called.

"He's not here."

"Where is he?" I asked.

"I don't know, but he should be back soon."

I huffed. Jordan was no help. Why was he over here at Josh's apartment if he wasn't going to be of service. "I'm going to beat Justine's ass, so just tell me where she lives, so I can handle my business."

"Woah, hol' up, Gia. What she do to you?"

"That's none of your business, so just tell me where she lives." I said. I was beginning to get aggravated. I just came over her for Justine's info. I didn't come so someone could try to talk me out of it.

Just then Josh walked through the door. "Finally." I exhaled. "Where does you sister live?"

Josh grabbed a pen and a piece of paper to write down the address. "Why do you need it?" He asked as he handed me the paper.

"Because I'm whooping her ass. Thank you." I said as I grabbed the paper and walked out to my car.

My heart was beating fast and my adrenaline was pumping. I had never been in a fight before, and no one had ever taught me any special moves or anything, but here I was about to fight this girl who had grew up with two brothers that I'm sure she fought with all the time.

I pulled up to her house and banged on the door. The moment she opened the door, I punched her in the face. I had caught her off guard, and used that to my advantage. She stumbled back from my punch, then I punched her repeatedly.

Somehow, she managed to grab my hair and pull me to the ground. She now had the advantage over me, but I wasn't going to give up. I was still punching her, even though she was mostly punching me.

As Justine and I were fighting, I suddenly thought of Trey. I thought of Justine on her knees pleasing Trey. I thought of hat might've happened if I didn't forget my headphones that day. I sent multiple blows to her face until I had finally build enough strength to push her off of me and stand to my feet. "Fuckin' bitch." I mumbled as I kicked her in her side, then walked out to my car.

I admit that I was wrong to go over there to fight her, but she had touched something that belonged to me. I was actually way too old and sophisticated to be childish and fight her over a guy. But this wasn't just any guy, it was Trey. Trey had taught me to not be afraid to love again, and I was extremely grateful for that.

I needed a change in my life. The first step to making a change would be making things right with my father. If it weren't for him, I wouldn't be here right now. And although he's made some mistakes, no father deserves to be disrespected the way that I've been disrespecting him. He's been behind bars for two years it might have really changed him.

I stood at his door and waited for him to open. "Hey daddy." I greeted once he opened the door. It had seemed like so long ago since I called him that. "Daddy, I've been thinking, and I'm really sorry for everything I've said to you since you've got out. And I'm sorry that I didn't write you or accept your calls while you were there. But I've realized that you've made mistakes and your trying to fix them, so I forgive you." I hugged him. It has been years since I've hugged him, and even longer since he's kissed my forehead like he used to when I was younger.

One down, one more to go.

I didn't want to go through with this so I was trying to do anything to avoid going over there. I did a little shopping, and went to the hair salon. I was tired of my brown curls, so I got it dyed to black and straightened.

After doing all of that, it was time for me to go to Trey's house. I didn't want to do it, but every time I look or even think about Trey, all I see is Justine all over him. It would be something that would take me a while to get over. And I couldn't be in a relationship with him until I was able to get over it.

I loved him deeply, but he hurt me. He knew I had aggrophobia, and he still broke my heart, even though it wasn't intentional. And he tried to fix everything way too soon, I just needed some time to heal from this broken heart.

I sighed as I pulled up to the gate at Trey's house. I didn't want to do this, but it was what's best for me.

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