You're too young
You're far to innocent
You know nothing
You cry to the thought of death
You're so kind!
You're so weak!
You're not reading through the lines
What lines?
Like the lines on your body?
Or why don't we rewind to the time of where they started to notice your smile slipping?
Sitting there in your room
The comments on your body
Your so skinny
Your body is a perfect shape
Why does the mirror lie?
Sit at 8pm
Think the thoughts
Forget the silence
Take the scissors to the skin
Cut off what you won't miss
Regret at 9pm
Ignore the stinging
Blame it on some sticks
It's late get some rest
10 pm is far to late for you
Put your worries away
You don't need them
You're done need help
You're fine!
You're just tired.
Tomorrow night will be another replay
You're missing nothing.
The middle of a crisis
The middle of school
It's not I'm person so what can they tell?
You're not sad
You're not happy
Why would they care?
They talk of dead telling you to mute your computer
Do you?
Did you do what they said?
Why not?
Your job is the do what you're told.
It's your life?
It's your life but who said you get a choice?
Shut off your camera
Turn off the lights
You're not the person they know.
You've changed.
For the better?
Or for the worse?
Uh oh!
They saw the way you slipped
The way you didn't care.
You didn't laugh at the joke
You didn't respond to your dead name
Boy you must be sad!
About what?
You're a golden child!
You're perfect!
You're being rube, act nice. Be nice.
Don't have me say it again.
Now now it's 2 am!
I don't care all of the sudden.
Do you want with your life, I won't butt in...
Oh? Your hungry?!
Let's see...
Fruits
No no no not that!
You don't need THAT many strawberries.
Don't you know how much sugars in that?
No no, it's your body, but just know how many calories that is.
Why don't you eat?
No no you need more than that.
That's why your so pale and small
You don't eat!
It's such a nice day outside why don't you go out?
It's too hot?!
No no it's fine just take off your hoodies and you'll be fine.
Why not?
What are you hiding?
Oh, dear me. You're just lazy and do nothing but sit on your phone all day why I work to make sure you have a roof to live under.
My my! Look at you!
Wow you have arms!
Look at how pale and thin they are!
If you go out like that I'd look like a bad parent now wouldn't I?
It's cold outside out on a jacket!
What do you mean "no?"
Now your being disrespectful.
Put on the jacket and don't complain.
Oh it's so hot outside take off your jacket.
You're going to overheat!
Fine.
You don't want to take it off than be hot.
I don't care.
Complain
Complain
Complain.
That's only what you're doing.
Are you that desperate for attention?
Just do what's you're told and I won't have a problem.
No no you're doing this wrong
No no it has to be like that
What is wrong with you?
Yes I know I said to put it there but you're not doing this correctly.
Fine I'll just do it since you can't do anything yourself.
I am bound to my own life
My own spirit
I only get to live one life so why not let me live it the way I wish to?
Why do you feel to need to be in control of me constantly?
I don't talk back to you
I'm not disrespecting you
I am only making you see what you said at a different point of view.
"I'm the parent I said"
If your the "bigger" person then why not reason this out with me?
I'm not cold, I'm not cold.
Simple.
I'm hungry and wish to eat what I feel will fit my needs for that moment then let me do so.
My every move is not a string you must move with your hands of manipulation.
I am not the puppet of your generation to toy with.
You're scared of me.
You never could talk to your parents the way I speak to you.
Your scared I can have control in my life and things you don't know about.
Your generation has been abused?
Then why do the exact same to us?
Why not try and change that pattern.
Fine.
Let us make that change for you.
But you're afraid of that change.
You're afraid of not having that control.
We don't need your stings we want to be scissors that once cut our skin to cut away the flesh you've rotted.
What have I learned?
Go to sleep
Forget your trauma
What trauma?
Go to sleep
Forget their lies.
We'll feel safe one day.
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Poems of an Interesting Mind
FantasyHello you have come upon my poems. My poems are based off of many things, my stories, dreams, an object, real events, or even scenery. I try to make my poems rhyme but some won't. Also please don't steal any of my poems I worked very hard on them. ...
