Tw-panic attack, self harm
I know I'm shaking and crying
You don't have to remind me
It's not my fault I constantly feel like dying
You caused this can't you see? Why can't you see?
Everyday I can force myself to eat
So please stop trying to force a plate of food down my throat
Your asking me to sit still during the doctors but Im not the one sitting in the seat
Or you tell my to stop moving when I'm rocking like a boat
I can't help what I do
And I know What I've done wasn't always right
But what can I do to impress you?
Anything I do always causes a fight
It doesn't matter what I do to make you happy for
Every night I fall asleep crying
I can't do anything without panicking even in the living room or in the store
Even if you see me as a lazy person please believe me because
I Swear I'm Trying
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Poems of an Interesting Mind
FantasíaHello you have come upon my poems. My poems are based off of many things, my stories, dreams, an object, real events, or even scenery. I try to make my poems rhyme but some won't. Also please don't steal any of my poems I worked very hard on them. ...
