Over and Over Again

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    Over and over you yell at me
Constantly telling me how you want to be free
Always telling me what I could better
Telling me to be like them only making me upsetter
  

Constantly getting yelled at for existing
Though I know it's alright to vent I still feel like shit for the complaints in listing
Each day I'm telling myself not to breakdown
Yet I can't in fear I'll make a sound

Sure I'm scared of fucking up anything I say
I'm afraid of coming out of my room during the day
The feeling of panic never going away
Always reminiscing in my head making its self comfy to stay

The second one of them see something I have they snitch
They call me lazy or a stupid bitch
I know dam well I do more than just sit down
I've lost my place I've lost my crown

I want to have a good life but it won't be this one
I'm sick of the hate I'm done
I'm done with this I want it to end
Every day repeats over and over again

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