Just Us //Byler

Chapter 3

                                                                                         Will

 We we're watching ghost busters, I leaned my head on Mikes shoulder, he had put an arm around me. We we're cuddling. I have feel myself blush the entire time hoping that Mike wouldn't see.

I think about what happen for almost an hour ago, it was so near i was just a word away to come out to Mike. But now Ive realized that it was good Nancy interrupted me. What if Mike would have hate me?

"I-im g-gay" What the fuck? Are you serious you fucking fag.

I can't believe i have been hanging out with someone disgusting like you.

Maybe you have a crush on me too? Well that's sad because i'm not a fucking mistake like you.

I'm not a fag. "

I feel myself shaking, i tried to calm myself but it doesn't work.

"Hey Will, are you okay? Are you hurting again?" Mike said with an worrying voice, but not the normal Mike voice, The Will voice.

Mike talks to me like that, about 2 years ago we got into an argument and he yelled at me, i frozed, and i locked myself in my room for days. And after that Mike promised to never yell at me again.

But from that day he always talked to me like that. And i'm not gonna lie, i love it.

"N-no its fine, really " i tried to lie but Mike saw right thru me.

"You know i will always be here for you right? " He said with a worrying smile

"Yeah.. i know its just- yeah my stomach hurts" It wasn't a lie because it did, but i just couldn't tell the truth, not yet at least.

Mike looked at me with worrying in his eyes "Can i look?" He said and points at my shirt, I nod. He gently lift my shirt up a bit and it revels thousands of bruises and scars. He gasped silent hoping i wouldn't hear.

"Did Troy and James do this..? " He said while grabbing the ice pack from the coffee table and gently put it on my bruises. I whined at the cold pain and looked down not answering Mikes question.

"Will.. You have to tell me who did this" Not in a forcing voice but not in a calm voice either. "Troy and J-james" i said whining at the pain from my stomach, But i could feel his warm hands touching my stomach, i looked up again and saw that he already was looking at me. It felt like fireworks in my stomach, i felt how my ears burned and i quickly looked away again. I can't blush like this in front of Mike. What if he finds out?

"Hey im pretty tired why don't we got to bed" He said removing his hand from my stomach. "Yeah.. Me too"

We got up to Mikes room. "Hey uhm, we don't have any mattresses, is it fine for you if we sleep in my bed together..?"  looking at me

" Y-yeah totally" 

We got to bed i low on the left side and Mike on The right. "Good night Mike" i said "Good night Byers"

                                                    he said laying his arm around me.