This is us

The ex boyfriend James

I know I look like a damn simp fr! Kayla was special as fuck I knew I fucked up fr but I couldn't just let her try to leave me like that even through I know I fucked up hella times I still wanted her. She was young but she had her shit together. She got a place but I thought me quitting my job and selling weed would help.

Oh well shit she got a eviction but I mean at least she got somewhere to go I mean I do to but shit she was tripping off a eviction like damn stop acting like I fucked someone in the crib I mean I did but she doesn't know that. I don't care what I did I wasn't letting her go. I wasn't the type of nigga who came from the streets.

I had a good family my mom was a lawyer my dad was guard at a prison and little sister was traveling the world , my older brother was in a band my littler brother was a basketball player I was just the black sheep honestly. I sold weed, pills etc.
I had a record for all kind of shit but still I handled my business. I was laid up with some white girl her name was Taylor she was cool really just someone to fuck on plus she popped pills she was pretty chill.

It's just crazy I couldn't get my mind off Kayla. Taylor thought we were going to be something more. Little did she know I was not one of them niggas fr I just wanted to slide on someone I haven't had no pussy in about 2 months Kayla really wasn't fucking with me. Just the thought of another man fucking with her had my head fucked up.

Me and her had our differences but she always was there for me she had a heart of gold and that shit was hard to come by. I took advantage of that shit cause most females won't look out for you like she did. Shit I started to wonder was this my karma for treating her so bad. I ain't gone lie I was going through it. My mom had washed her hands with me after coming to her house fucked up and high and tried to fight my father shit was wild I was no longer allowed over there. I did the best I could to get hotel rooms to keep my head above water.

Kayla got all my clothes out her car and made me get a storage to put my shit in. Apart of me felt like I could still be with her but she's never treated me this way before. I was definitely feeling some type of way and this won't me but oh well! I should have got her pregnant she would have been stuck with me. Kayla won't having that shit though she always made sure I wasn't trying to trap her.

Good morning baby Taylor said.
What's up shorty what time you heading out ?
Wow James you make it seem like you don't even wanna be around how are you going to slut me out then be ready to kick me to the curve ? Is this about the Kayla bitch ?

I gave this bitch Taylor the death stare.
Why are you so concerned? You know what the fuck going on since the I was in the apartment living with Kayla this shit isn't serious you are a sneaky link stop trying to make it seem like it's more.
Taylor was hurt but what could she say her and James only dealt behind closed doors she loved James but he didn't feel the same way. To James she was just someone to fuck on every once in a while.

Whatever James I'll leave..Taylor gathered all her shit and went to the bathroom to get herself together she did not want James to see her cry.

Aye Taylor run me to my homeboy house. Taylor had a car James had just recently lost his so she started to wonder was she being used for her car as well ? But how could she tell him no? She loved him I got you James let me get myself together and we can head out.

James knew Taylor would do whatever for him. I
might have slutted her out but afterward I spent the rest of the night texting Kayla trying to convince her I needed her and wanted to give there relationship another chance.
James phone rung it was his homeboy
Dino what's good boy ?
Not shit! James said.
Is that bitch bringing you over here or I got to come get you ? Dino asked.

Nah bruh she bringing me James said.
She getting herself together I wish she bring her fucking ass on. Dino laughed you better leave that white girl alone she be more high than your ass off the pills. That shit crazy you only going that hard on the pill popping cause Kayla left your ass. That shit hit a soft spot on James he played it off man nobody worried about Kayla bougie ass shit it's her lost..
nah your fucking loss that girl helped you with whatever, your dumb ass fumbled that one.
James was about to say something but Taylor came out the bathroom are you ready ?
James nodded yeah I'm ready Tay.
Alright Dino I'm otw nigga.
The thing is I liked fucking with Taylor she was thick for a white girl carried herself well but she definitely loved doing pills shit a little bit more than me honestly but that's alright no judgment. I decided to text Kayla while headed to Dino crib.

9:40am
Good morning Kayla hope you have a great day call me when you wake up gorgeous 😘

Kayla had me doing shit I never did fr this shit was honestly insane I can't believe I'm this fucked up over here and I been cheating the whole time. Seem like only time Kayla would wanna talk is if she she was getting weed from me or wanted me to smoke with her she was using my ass probably cause I gave her free weed all the time. Oh well anything to see her ass.