Dear Holy Spirit

🔥 19 | Trustworthy

Dear Holy Spirit,

My heart rejoices in knowing that I have recently become more open to You.

Those things I cannot verbalize in prayer--I was able to tell it to You. No longer am I trying to cover up or deny what I truly feel just because I'm embarrassed to bring it up.

I mean, You're All-knowing. Nothing is hidden from You, even the most cringy detail of my heart.

Holy Spirit, I really enjoy spending time with You in prayer. Aside from intercession (where I wage war in the spirit), I love talking to You about how my day went, what I'm struggling with, stuffs like that.

The other night, we were talking about this thing I'm dealing with (which wasn't necessarily bad). Remember what I told You? I said You are my Bestfriend.

And because I consider You as my best Buddy, I think You deserve to hear about my life updates, like how I tell my friends about it.

So, going back. I just told you one of the most heavy secrets I've been keeping to myself. In fact, it's such a big secret to the point that I, myself, have been denying it for months.

You know that it's not really a sin. It's just, I find it weird that it was happening to me because I'm not that type of person to have that kind of feeling, You know?

So, I'm really glad, Holy Spirit that I can talk to You about it without worrying about Your reaction because You are never surprised with my emotions anyways. 

What a privilege it is to share a secret with Someone so trustworthy. I had no plans sharing that secret to others. I've experienced a couple of betrayals. It's not that I'm too disappointed with my past experiences that I can't tell people about this.

It's just, I consider you as my Bestfriend. So, I think it's already enough. You are more than enough, dear Holy Spirit!

Looking forward to more bondings with You!