Chapter 22

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Chapter 22

       Alex's POV

I sat on the bed, I knew the blood had drained from my face and I was shaking and scared. Not just that the guys found out me and Izzy used to cut, but that Izzy had run off and we didn't know where.

"Alex..." Niall said gently, sitting beside me. I didn't look at him. I stared ahead of me at the wall. He sighed.

"Alex. Look at me." He said. I shook my head. Moving away from him.

"Al. I'm your boyfriend. You need to talk to me. Help me understand why." He said, sounding heartbroken.

I sighed and looked at him. "I don't want to talk about it." I muttered.

Niall's POV

I sighed. She needed to talk to me. I just want to help her. I took her in my arms.

"Alex. Please." I whispered into her hair. I heard her sniffling and my heart was breaking.

"I can't." She whispered. I was getting frustrated. I didn't know how to help and she was blocking me out!

"Damn it, Alex! I'm trying to help!

I can't if you shut me out!" I yelled.

Alex's POV

I moved away from him. I hated being yelled at. I was always around yelling as a child and even my boyfriend would tell at me. I never told Izzy but while he yelled he'd slap me sometimes. So I was understandably afraid of people who yelled at me.

I stayed quiet and stared at the ground. Afraid to say anything.

"God damn it!" Niall yelled and stood up off the bed. "Tell me, Alex! I'm trying to fucking help!"

"Stop yelling at me!" I cried. Tears were falling down my cheeks. I was afraid of his yelling, I was afraid for Izzy and I didn't know what to do.

He ran his hands through his hair. I stood up and walked out the door. He called after me but I ran. I went to check if Lou had found Izzy yet.

When I walked in Louis was frantically walking towards the door with a bloody, unconscious Izzy.

"Izzy!" I cried. My heart stopped. "Go get the guys! We have to go to the hospital!" He said, trying to sound fine but he was crying.

I ran out and into Liam, Zayn, and Harry's room. I was bawling and panicking. The guys jumped up.

"Alex! What's wrong?!" Harry asked. I was shaking and trying to form words.

"Izzy! She- she cut and she's passed out and bloody and we need to get to the hospital!" I choked out frantically. They all paled and ran out.

"Where's Niall?" Zayn asked. I told him he was in our hotel room and he knew something was wrong with him as I also.

"Go to the car, ill get him." He said. I nodded and ran after the guys.

We all piled into the car and sped off. I was holding Izzy trying to stop some of the bleeding as we drove to the hospital.

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We ran in and she was taken in immediately. I was crying harder as we got ushered into a private waiting room.

I was crying hard, and having flashbacks of the last time I was in a hospital. I had been in a hospital after "falling down the stairs".

I guess all the panics and fear and stress was getting to much because my legs gave out and I started getting dizzy.

"Alex!" Niall cried as I fell. I was still kind of scared of him so I shook my head and reached out for Liam. He was kinda like a dad to me more than anything and I wanted his comfort.

Niall looked hurt. He sat back down and Liam came over, confused, but to concerned with helping me. He was helping me get up when I just passed out.

Niall's POV

After Alex ran out I sat on the bed and put my head in my hands. I sat like that for who knows how long.

Suddenly, Zayn ran into my room, his face pale and a panicked look in his eyes.

"Mate, c'mon. We're taking Izzy to the hospital. Ill explain on the way." He said. I jumped up and ran out with him and listened as e explained what Alex had told them.

We got to the hospital and were taken into a private waiting room. I felt horrible. Alex was crying her heart out. I was surprised when her legs gave out and she fell onto her knees.

"Alex!" I cried out, moving forward  to help her. I felt like I was being stabbed through the heart when she shook her head and reached for Liam.

I sat down and I refused to let my tears fall. It was my fault she was scared of me now. I wish I hadn't yelled. I just. I needed to figure out what happened to her and why she cut. I was falling in love with her.

Alex's POV

I woke up and I was on Liam's lap. He rubbed my hair and my back and sang softly to me.

Then a doctor walked in. I jumped up and walked slowly towards him.

"Is she ok?" I said, desperation in my voice. He nodded.

"She'a awake." He said, leading us into the room.

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