Bullet Casings Of Hell

Chapter 7: Fitting in.

    I walked out of the bathroom and took a look at my bedroom and was deep down. Why did the furries offered me a place to stay instead of letting me die? Did they felt extreme guilt that war was unnecessary and decided to get humanity to coexist with them? I was so confused why and just sat on the bed to get my mind under control from my Bi polar disorder going off.

   I closed my eyes and took a few deep breaths to meditate as I felt the urge of wanting to kill someone by my PTSD as seeing Red Claw doing horrible things to my kind right now and felt pissed that the Sentinels never even fucking noticed about it till now. No matter what, even they tried to redeem themselves and do the right thing of saving humans. Now I felt that I'm arguing myself as now I'm saying that humans started this war just because the furs accused us over an incident of an event that sparked the war in the first place.

   The event was called the Burrow Town Massacre. Burrow Town was a small village that is populated by furs and it was a peaceful until one day, the horrific happened. Unknown soldiers, showed up and fired their weapons at the furs killing them mercilessly even the furry children. As the sentinels went to investigate the massacre. They noticed that the weapons were human made but the soldiers that did the massacre were never captured. That's what caused the sentinels to assume that the we humans did it, just because the evidence weapons were human made. I never believed that we did that massacre anyway. I started to think that Red Claw were the soldiers that attacked Burrow Town just to frame the humans to be at war with them.

   I got out of my thoughts as I heard a knock on the door and I wasn't sure I should say a world since I don't feel comfortable being around furs, especially in a base full of them.

"Hey Furry Slayer, It's dinner time." Loona says.

"To be honest, I don't feel comfortable leaving my room at all." I said back

"You don't have a choice runt, because the General wanted us to get along with you." Loona says.

"Screw the General. She killed my parents and tried make me believe my parents were fur killers." I said.

"Want to do this the easy way or the hard way?" Loona asked.

"I don't care, you won't even unlock that door anyway. Besides I killed many Red Claw furs than you have!" I shouted.

"Fine. I'll just get Dasha. She can make you come sit with us." Loona says as she walked away.

"What is she going to do about it?" I asked.

    Just then I heard the door open unexpectedly and Dasha pulled me into a body lock on the bed while Loona, pulled out my medication for my mental conditions.

"Let go of me!" I shouted.

"Calm down. Why are you still fighting us?" Dasha asked.

"Why do you care?" I asked.

"Because you are a young 17 year old that isn't understanding we are trying to be nice to you." Dasha says.

"Why? Be happy you still have family. I had no one!" I shouted.

"Goddammit. Just quit fighting me. Loona hurry up and give his medicine already." Dasha says.

"Hang on." Loona says as she poured some pills in her hand and shoved them in my mouth and made me swallow them.

    She then poured a little water in my mouth to help the pills go down. The meds started to take effect instantly as I felt my PTSD sleeps away. As Dasha finnaly lets go of me, I sat up and felt all the negativity inside me temporarily fading that I shut down and looked at the floor dropping tears. Loona noticed and made me look at her.