I'm so used to sadness and pain
that happiness has become unfamiliar.
Whenever I do feel kinda good
I immediately get suspicious
Usually it doesn't last
something happens to destroy it like I know it would.
Trying to be someone else
Because I don't wanna be myself
Hey it's me
I failed, I couldn't finish what I started
Now I feel somewhat broken-hearted.
Going over my boundaries, stepping out of my comfort zone, I did it all.
I gave everything I had but all I got was another fall.
For years I ignored myself, pushing me to the very top,
Just for it all to flop.
I feel like I failed again
Just like back than.
People say I should be proud
I don't get why, it's all my fault
I just wanna be successful
achieve my dreams
However it's too stressful
I have no clue what to do with my life
Everything I want to do is too hard
Sometimes I wish I could just once again be five
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Poetic Poems by Me
PoetryBasically a bundle of my Poems. Most of them are about pretty relatable stuff I feel/ go through. Though some of these are fictional Enjoy :) TW: I don't know for sure but maybe some topics can be triggering so be prepared
