Sometimes I have a hard time eating
Feeling like I'm gonna stop breathing
My anxiety kicks in telling me I'm choking
I wish I was joking
It's either that or feeling like I can't swallow
My tummy gets pretty hollow
Doubting myself if it's even real
Maybe it's all in my head no big deal
Sometimes I just wanna stop eating all along
But that I won't survive for long
Once I finish I feel guilty and sad
I want to enjoy the food I had
Feeling weird, sad, anxious it gets too much
I wanna be normal or such
I'm scared to tell people about my eating fear
Afraid they won't hear
Don't wanna be judged or misunderstood
Though I know it's not good
My feelings get hard to handle
In my mind I'm the vandal
Not knowing what to do
My anxiety is all that gets through
Still feeling like I can't swallow
Why? I don't follow
I know it's just my anxiety talking
Why does it keep stalking
One last question at my border
Is this normal or an actual disorder
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Poetic Poems by Me
PoetryBasically a bundle of my Poems. Most of them are about pretty relatable stuff I feel/ go through. Though some of these are fictional Enjoy :) TW: I don't know for sure but maybe some topics can be triggering so be prepared
