Together Alone/ 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐨𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞

•𝕗𝕚𝕧𝕖•

As I was jamming to my favorite song on shuffle on Spotify I remembered that in one week I'm going to 3rd grade on high school.
I was completely out of my mind when I started thinking about school, my social anxiety wouldn't handle the people there.
To calm me down I was thinking a cold shower in this hot weather will be a good decision.
Well it was, I was feeling like a newborn.
After like 20 minutes I realized I left my phone in bathroom.
When I was in front of the door it was locked, I knocked, but no one opened, even water was off.
I didn't understand what's happening so I just sat on the floor in front bathroom door.
,,Do you searching for this?" Accidentally Nishimura Riki with towel around his waist gived me my phone.
He was like half naked and I just stood there like statue.
,,Enough of looking, here." He handed me my phone.
,,Why are you still here?" I finally said something.
,,Im not here to bother you, don't worry." He said and locked himself in bathroom again.
,,Ugh this guy!" I shouted and left to my room with my phone.
Well at least we aren't fighting like back then, right?
This Nishimura Riki think gave me so much pressure to be honest so I decided to take some time in my dance studio under the ground.
Yes I have a dance studio UNDER THE GROUND, it was supposed to be a cellar but I convinced my parents to build this for me and to surprise they agreed because Do-Yun thought that it's good to spread my passion.
Now this room and dance is my one and only therapy.
I love dance so much, even when I was a kid I loved dancing more than everything.
but because I'm shy, I've never been able to participate in any theater audition or contest.
I turned on song named R.I.C.O by Meek Mill &drake and started dancing choreography I devised myself.
It was a little difficult at start because I'm too judgy on myself and also I'm insecure a lot about me so looking at myself in mirror was a living horror.
Yes, many people wouldn't say that about me because maybe I don't act like that and I always behave cheerfully in company.
,,Hey Kristinne, what are you doing?" Jun-Ho texted me.
,,Nothing special, what about you?" It was maybe sounding rude but I don't like to talk about me dancing.
,,I was running like 10 minutes ago." He replied.
I wanted to reply back, but my phone died in that moment.
I shut music down and left my dance studio.
how I was in a hurry I bumped into someone on my way to my room.
,,Hey watch out you dumb girl!" Chan Mi hummed at me.
I just looked at her and left.
What ungrateful girl! She should be grateful that she can stay in our house pf !!!
I'm the type of person who never fights with everyone I prefer to ignore it and move on, because I know it makes no sense.
since the incident with Nishimura Riki i haven't had a fight with anyone except my brother hah.
I'm just some side character, but I like it the way it is I guess.

————-Sometimes you think that you want to disappear but all you actually want is to be found 🪞————