Together Alone/ 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐨𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞

•𝕥𝕨𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕪 𝕤𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟•

,,Okay guysss soo what about a some fun stuff now?" Jake shouted when everyone was already in big living room.
,,Let's play spin the bottle!!" Some girl said.
Everyone agrees and we sat in a circle.
But of course I sat behind everyone because I didn't want to play a game like that.
I was just watching everyone making out, how fun right?
And then? The thing I was most afraid of happened.
The bottle pointed on Niki and girl named Aira.
As they we're getting closer and closer and I felt really weird.
When they're been maybe 1 inch apart Niki leaned to her ear and whispered something to her.
As she heard him she backed off and sat to the circle again.
What did he say? I was curious.
To get myself together I went out to the beautiful big balcony that was right next to living room.
Yes now I know I 100% like him.
I was jealous.
Very jealous.
,,Are you okay?" Jake showed up.
,,Hm?" ,,Yes I am." ,,So much people already asked me this question this whole year." I laughed through the sadness of everything.
,,Oh yeah I know it's the most annoying question to ask, sorry." He smiled.
,,I didn't mean to be rude but I don't even know what to say when anyone asks me this." I said.
,,I'm not saying you're rude, I'm saying I understand you, not every second you need to be happy or pretend to be, sometimes you need a break." He replied.
,,Yeah, thanks, on the other side you seem happy every time." I looked at him.
He giggled. ,,Well it's my talent you know, I most of the time seem like a very outgoing, friendly and confident guy but it's a game!" ,,And I need to play that game mostly because of media and this shit."
,,Wow I've never thought about how much pain you guys must go through in." I hugged him.
As we're in hug calming ourselves down Niki showed up...and as he saw us he left immediately.
I pushed myself away from Jake faster than a blink.
,,Thanks K, you're one of the friends I like the most." Jake said and tapped me on my shoulder.
I just stood there looking at the door where was Niki standing.
But why he just didn't interrupt us? Or came in anyways? Is he angry because of it?
After like 20 minutes I was already sitting in my bedroom. All alone in silence just thinking again.
Then I couldn't sit like that anymore, I stood up and went straight to Nishimura Riki's room.
I opened door to his room and he wasn't there but I decided to wait for him there.
All of the sudden the bathroom door opened and Nishimura Riki was standing here only with towel around his waist.
My jaw almost dropped but I was trying to act cool.
But all of the time I couldn't take my eyes of him.
,,Hey do you get in here to spy on me when I'm almost naked?" He said.
,,Oh no, no, no I'm sorry that's not the reason I'm here." I quickly covered my eyes.
He sat next to me and touched my hands and put them down out of my eyes. ,,I was just joking calm down, what do you need?"
Oh well... I was trying to talk but it was harder when he was sitting so close to me without shirt or something. ,,I- I was just wondering if everything's okay because you acted weird when you saw me and Jake in that moment.."
,,Well everything's okay I guess, but do you know when it could be even better?" He asked.
,,I don't know, when?" I asked back.
,,When you hug me like you hugged him, I need the hug too." He said and put his hands around my waist.
I was feeling million butterflies in my stomach that it wasn't even possible.
I also put my hand around his shoulder which were still a little wet.
,,Thanks." He said.
,,Me too." I mumbled.

————-two damaged people, trying to heal each other is love.———————————————-