Together Alone/ 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐨𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞

•𝔽𝕠𝕣𝕥𝕪 𝕗𝕚𝕧𝕖•

,,We're here." ,,In the first row." I said while biting my nails.
,,Can you do it?" ,,If you feel uncomfortable we can go." Yeonjun replied.
,,No." .,This is my last chance." ,,I can do it." I calmed down.
Suddenly everyone started cheering so we joined the crowd too.
Some melody started playing and then I saw 7 siluets standing backwards to the crowd.
I swallowed the air in my mouth and payed my full attention to the performance.
At the start it was just melody without any words, theirs dancing skills were on another level and I couldn't took my eyes of them. Especially of Niki, now I get why he is the best dancer of the group.
He was wearing a red shirt with black jeans like the rest of the members. I just could hear the screaming of the girls.
Then theirs first song started playing, it was fever, I know that song very well because it's one of my favorites.
At the start it was quite good because they're performing the songs with hard dances so Niki didn't noticed me.
Everything seemed so weird at the beginning of the concert. I couldn't explain how I felt.
Then there was the moment I was not waiting or waiting for?
They came closer to the stage already dressed in normal clothes.
He was vibing and dancing to the music while Jake was singing.
Until he saw me.
He frozed while he was looking at me.
I couldn't tell what was he thinking at the moment.
He immediately unfroze because it was weird and some rumors could come out even from this tiny thing.
They're performing for next hour and sometimes I could see his eyes on me but it was just innocent eye contact like with every fan there.
Until.
Until one song start playing.
The song every girl wish for to be about her.

,,your everything
내 혈관 위로 돌고 있어 뜨거운 피
심장이 널 가리켰어, 단 한 번에 알아봤어
It's destiny, yeah (one in a billion)"

He was strictly looking at me in some points and he's eyes we're shining.
He was so beautiful.
I couldn't help and I started crying, it was because of how badly I treated him and rejected to talk to him while he is a whole angel.
Yeonjun just stood there and seemed very lost with what was happening.
Everyone around me was jumping and singing along while I was getting together.
The rest of the concert I was just watching Niki with my teary eyes.

,,Come with me lady." A man maybe in his 30s with suit approached me.
,,Huh?" I was just walking out from the concert stadium to wait for Niki.
,,One member wants to see you so hurry up so no one will see you." He started walking away so I followed him.
We stepped in a enormous room where were lots of stylists, bodyguards, mechanics and more.
,,Here." He opened door to another room that was so much darker then the first one.
,,Oh hi K!" Jake saw me right away while he was playing with his tennis ball at couch.
,,How did you get in here?" He asked surprisingly.
,,Wait, you wasn't the one who wanted to see me?" I asked.
,,Huh-"
,,Kristinne." Someone's voice disturbed our conversation.
,,N-Niki?" I just stared at him.
He was still sweaty from the concert but he looked so handsome even in this situation.
He came closer to me, took my hand and he led me into another room.
For maybe 2 minutes we were just staring at each other in silence.
,,I'm so-"
,,I'm sorry." Niki said it faster than me.
,,You are sorry?" ,,I'm the one who needs to apologize, you didn't done anything bad."
,,I'm sorry that I started ignoring you without saying or explaining anything, it's all my fault I'm so sorry Riki...." I could feel one tear falling down my cheek.
He came even closer to me and whipped my tear with his hand.
,,K you're always blaming yourself."
,,I'm sorry." ,,I'm sorry that I didn't tell you that I love you sooner." He smiled and I could see again the sparkling in his eyes.
,,You w-what?" ,,Me?"
,,I thought you we're seeing me just as a friend."
,,I thought that I was the only one in love." I immediately covered my mouth when I realized what I said.
,,Hah, Kristinne I always loved you, even when we were kids." ,,You were always the one for me." When he said that it felt like a dream and I was so happy.
,,Im so happy that you feel it the same way I do but Riki... we are so different and you're a kpop idol." I ruined the pretty moment like always.
,,And?" ,,It means that when I'm kpop idol I can't be in love?" ,,I want this life but I also want you. I just have one question."

,,Can you be patient with me and stand by my side?" ,,Can you be mine Kristinne?" ,,Can you be my girlfriend?" His words almost made me pass out and my heart was pounding like crazy. The feeling again in my stomach that was way stronger than butterflies. Only with him. I'm not going to loose him again.
,,I think I can." ,,I want to be yours." I replied and my whole body was full of fireworks and explosions.

Hah this is my apology for not publishing much these days.
Finally the part everyone was 100% waiting for🤪

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