Together Alone/ 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐨𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞

•𝕗𝕚𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕖𝕟•

Now when I'm at home again I got time for thinking and I realized I need to fix some things.
First I started with Jun-Ho, I called him and asked him to meet up.
After maybe 30 minutes he was already waiting in front of my house.
,,Oh hi, come inside." I invited him.
,,Hello." He waved.
As we sat down on the couch in living room I started talking. ,,Soo it was while we didn't hang out and it's not your fault and I'm sorry."
,,It's okay, nothing wrong happened." He smiled.
,,Really?" ,,I thought you would be mad at me." I said confused.
,,I'm not but I missed ours dates." He giggled.
,,Hah yeah me too." I smiled.
We talked maybe another hour and then he needed to left and he asked me on another date.
Well this went good and I'm glad he's okay but there's one more thing I need to do.
I grab my bag, phone, keys and I went to nearest bus station and after long way with bus I arrived to Seoul St. Mary's hospital.
,,Wow this seems much luxurious."
,,This must cost big money." I was talking to myself.
After I convince the nurse to let me in I finally found the name on one of the doors.
,,Ayaka Rin Nishimura there it is." I slowly and quietly opened the door.
The first thing I noticed was Niki sleeping next to his moms bed with his head on her shoulder.
I walked like a ghost to not wake them.
It was the most hurtful look of my life, she'l seemed so weak and he's there with her no matter what.
I put the books, food, magazines and other stuff I bring on a big table on another side of the room.
Then I just sat near to them and watched them thinking about the days Niki and his mom were visiting us all the time.
After few minutes I fall asleep too on the other side of the bed on a chair with my head next to Niki's mom's hands.
After a while I was awake but I had still closed eyes, a weird feeling was following me, like someone is watching me.
As I opened my eyes next to me was Nishimura Riki looking at me weirdly.
,,Hi." He whispered.
,,Hi." I replied.
,,Thanks." He said.
,,Thanks for what?" ,,I didn't do anything special, I wish I was able to do more." I turned my head down.
,,More?" ,,The thing that you sitting here is enough." His words made me feel better.
,,Is she doing well?" ?,Are you doing well?" I looked back at him.
,,Doctor said that after her surgery everything is going to be better, but she doesn't want to." He looked away.
,,And you?" I asked again.
,,Well I'm good." He tried to convince me by trying to smile.
,,You're not, no one would be okay in your situation." I grab his hand and hold it tight.
,,I just not want you to see me like this." He said after little break.
,,Like what?" ,,I don't understand." I was confused in that moment.
,,Weak." He answered.
,,Weak?" ,,You're the strongest person I know okay?" ,,And I know she's so proud of you." I pointed at his mom. ,,And so am I." I smiled.
Then he just grabbed me by my arms and hugged me strongly.
,,Thanks for being with me Kristinne." He whispered to my ear.

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