Together Alone/ 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐨𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞

•𝔽𝕠𝕣𝕥𝕪 𝕠𝕟𝕖•

I woke up to 6 unread messages and 2 missed calls.
It was from Niki.
To be honest it was 5 days ago when I talked to Niki last time.
It was easier for me to ignore him than go talk to him again and be like everything's fine.
The last 5 days I was once in a while watching some new posts of enhypen on YouTube, instagram and TikTok.
They're really popular and I'm happy that they're receiving lots of love but it's quite weird seeing him everywhere.
Yeah. I was planning to avoid him until the start of his word tour.
Why am I acting like I just went through a breakup?
I am laying in my bed this whole 5 days and I said to my parents that I'm sick so they let me stay at home.

,,Hey sis, are you good?" Kai came to my room and sat next to me on my bed.
,,Oh hi, my caring brother?" ,,You even noticed that I'm here?" I joked a little.
,,Stop joking around K." ,,I now something's going on." He gave me his serious look. ,,You know, Niki was asking about you." He added.
,,Oh I'm not feeling good right now so I'm not in a mood to talk to anyone." I replied.
,,Yeah well.... By the way Yoonah wants to hang out with you sometimes." He said to fill the quiet room.
,,Really?" ,,I would love to." I smiled.  ,,I'm really glad that you found someone like Yoonah, she's so kind." I tapped him on his shoulder.
,,Yeah, you have someone good in your life too but you're giving up so fast." He rolled his eyes and left.
,,What did he meant by that?" I stayed staring at the direction he went off.
I was thinking about it for a big moment and than I decided that I really need to talk to someone who maybe would understand me.
,,Hey, do you a have time?" I sent a text to Yoonah.
,,Yeah I'm just on my way to your house to see your brother."
,,See you in a moment:)." She replied in maybe one minute.
I've never talk to Yoonah much but I really thought it's a good idea to talk to her.
,,Hey Kristinne!" ,,Can I?" I heard Yoonahs voice.
,,Yeah, come in." I said loudly.
,,Soo what's up?" She jumped on my bed.
,,It's awkward for me to start talking about it but I think I need someone's opinion." I told her everything important about this situation.
,,Do you want my opinion?" ,,I think you should fight for him!" She said with whole her energy.
,,Fight for him?" ,,Maybe he's not even into me!" ,,And he's an kpop idol." I tried to convince myself and Yoonah.
,,You wanted my opinion!" ,,So I gave it to you." She punched me with a pillow.
,,Heyyy!" ,,I know I know but there's just something that's stopping me."
,,I love him and I don't want anything bad for him to happen, maybe it's better that I'm not going to be part of his life." I said without even realizing I said out loud I love him.
,,You should at least tell him how are you feeling about him, don't you think?" ,,It's unfair for you to hide your feelings about him." She said very rested.
I was fascinated how calm and adult she was acting.
,,My brother is very lucky to have you." I smiled at her.
,,And the boy you are in love with is very lucky too." She hugged me.
,,Thank you Yoonah." I whispered.
,,Now go!" She let me in from our hug.
,,Now?" I looked at her.
,,Yeah!" ,,The sooner the better!" She pushed me a little.
I smiled at her and ran away from my room straight to his house.

——————the most beautiful part is, I wasn't even looking when I found you—————————

I started writing new story with Niki so you can check it out.
It's called That play :))