Together Alone/ 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐨𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞

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,,Shit!!" ,,Where the hell am I?" ,,Am I actually out of my mind?" ,,Am I overeacting?" ,,Am I acting like this because Im affraid of the truth?" I was walking trough some dark alleys without thinking straight.
The only thing I noticed were an empty cans from cola and beer lying on the old road. Not even a one sound, animal or person. Scary. Now this scene looks like from a horror movie right? Just these thoughts are a horror for me. A girl sad because of a boy is not a concise naming for me I know but with this boy is everything so different it even hurts to be a few seconds without him and me and him just make sense to me. So much sense. Its funny because a few months ago I would never said such a thing but now this person is a part of me just like my family.
As I was still walking a notification popped up on my display. It was Kai. ,,Hey K!!!" ,,Are you enjoying the New York at night?",,Is it as beautiful as the videos on internet?" ,,Are you now on some romantic dinner with Nishimura?" ,,Be careful sis!!!!!" I didn't responded.

,,Hey?" I heard a very familliar voice near me.
,,Jong-Dae?" ,,Oh hiiiii!!" ,,What are you doing here?" I automatically turned around to see if it's him.
,,Hi Kristinne!" ,,I'm here with my family actually and we were having dinner a block away." He smiled and started walking faster to catch up on me.
,,I'm actually glad you're here." ,,This allyes are kinda scary but now I have a man here haha." I smiled too to cheer myself up.
,,And what are you doing here in this dark alleys if I can ask you?" I could saw his confused face even in that dark alley.
,,Well I just needed to run away from everything and this place was the first I found so yeah.." I said while looking down at my sneakers.
,,Is everything okay?" He asked.
,,Mhm." ,,I just needed time alone." Jong-Dae wasn't a person I wanted to tell all this.
,,Hey!" ,,What about leave this scary place and go on ice cream?" He said in louder voice and fastened his walking.
,,Hmm that's sounds like an idea!!" I laughted and followed him.
The moment we saw the first ice cream shop we rushed in.
,,One chocolate and pistachio." Jong-Dae said for both of us and also payed for it because with the money I took with me I bought my matcha latte.
,,Pistachio for you." Jong-Dae handed me the good looking dessert.
,,Thank you, you really shouldn't buy one even for me." I gave him a little bow while sitting on a bench.
,,It's okay." ,,I was the one who came up with the idea soo it's the same like inviting you." He smiled gently and started enjoying his ice cream.
For a while there was a complete silence and I was asking myself if it was a good decision to go with Jong-Dae after I saw what I saw, maybe it seems like a revenge but I just needed a friend in that moment. I'm glad Jong-Dae cheered me up a little but to be honest.... I wish it was Ni-ki who would be here next to me.
It was getting darker and darker and when I looked on a phone it was already 11pm at night.
,,Woah it's already that late?" I said loudly.
,,You don't need to hurry, New York is most beautiful at night." Jong-Dae said with his mouth half full.
,,Wanna go take a walk in one park near here?",,It's very pretty!" ,,I was there before and all my bad thoughts disappeared." ,,Then I will call you a taxi." He said while cleaning up a piece of his chocolate ice cream on his chin.
,,Okay." ,,Let's go! I need some nature near me right now hh." I quickly stood up and started following Jong-Dae again.
It was maybe 12 minutes until we got there.

Believe or not new chapter is hereee!! 🥳
Sorry for not publishing for a long time:))

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