Together Alone/ 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐨𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞

•𝕥𝕨𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕪•

We were already at the parking lot when Jun-Ho called me aside.
,,Yeah?" ,,Are you angry at me?" I started asking him.
,,Please don't ask me anything, I'm not going to the after party Kristinne." He said.
,,No?" ,,Then we can go home if you want it's not that big deal actually okay?" I felt little disappointed.
,,No, no you don't get it, I actually think you should go." ,,I just think this thing whatever is it between us has no future." ,,Maybe we shouldn't be seeing each other anymore." He said almost with no emotion.
,,What? Is it because I spend more time with Niki and Yeonjun?" ,,You were always telling me everything is fine and now this?" ,,Do you really want this?" I was super upset and sad at the same time.
,,You really don't get it?" ,,You don't see it?" ,,You did not realized it?" ,,They way you looking at him?" ,,They way you're always by his side?" ,,The way he cares about you?" ,,With me it wouldn't be real." He didn't even said his name but I've already know about who was he talking about.
Then I turned silent and I didn't say anything I was just standing there and tear was falling down on my cheek.
,,Bye Kristinne." He said and left.
,,Hey K are you alright?" ,,What just happened?" Yeonjun came up to me.
,,Yeonjun maybe I messed everything up." Then I started really crying.
,,Hey hey hey not everything is your fault okay?",,Just calm down and talk to me." He hugged me.
At the moment I didn't know if I was crying because of Jun-Ho or Nishimura Riki, my head was so heavy and I didn't know what to do, I didn't know what I was feeling.
After we talk with Yeonjun a little bit I calmed down.
,,I guess we're not going to the after party, do you want to drive home?" He asked when we was already in car.
,,You know what?" ,,We should go to the party, I need to clear my head and Niki is expecting us." I said while getting myself together.
,,Well is you say so girl, let's go!" He smiled.
It was just 15 minutes long ride so it went fast.
We showed security guards the tickets and they let us in.
Even the party was in an another level. It was very cool but luckily not that big. I guess they're just people enhypen members know and maybe some "special" people.
,,Hey guys so you showed up." Nishimura Riki Jake and they're another member Heeseung showed up.
,,Yeah this is so fire bro." Yeonjun gave Niki a greet.
,,Kristinne I hope you liked the show." Jake gave me a hug.
,,Liked?" ,,I loved it." ,,It was amazing, I'm so proud of you guys." I responded.
,,Hello pretty lady I'm Heeseung, it's a pity that I've won't met you earlier." He smirked and I just smiled.
,,Yes Heeseung it's a little flirt but you'll get used to it." Jake gave him a weak slap for fun.
,,So I see you enjoyed it." Nishimura Riki came up to me.
,,Of course, I'm so happy for you it must been so amazing feeling." I said with excitement but I was still sad about the earlier thing.
,,Don't you want to talk to maybe more quiet place?" He asked.
,,That's good idea." I nodded.
We went to a very fancy room that was bigger than my whole house I guess.
,,Thank you for coming today, really." He said while he sat next to me on the couch.
,,It was sure thing, but you would done it perfectly even without me." I smiled.
,,Kristinne is something happening?" Niki switched the theme fast.
,,What?" ,,Nothing... everything is totally fine." My smile faded a little.
,,Kristinne I can see something is off, you can't fool me, your eyes are not looking happy." He looked at me worried.
,,Well I guess you expose me hah." I looked down.
,,It's just hard for me to talk about my feelings,
I just can't Niki I didn't even know how." I was holding my tears.
,,You don't need to say anything to me if you don't want okay?" ,,But I'll be there for you even when you'll be silent all night." He took my hands and looked at me.
,,But remember it's always good to confide to someone, maybe you don't trust me and I get it, but it would feel so much better." He kept calming me down.
,,I don't know why are you so good to me but thank you so much." I looked at him too.
,,You know Jun-Ho and me had a fight or whatever it's definitive end between us but that's not really it actually." ,,He told me few things and now I'm really thinking about it." I said in one breath.
,,Thank you." He hugged me.
,,Thanking me?" ,,Why?" I was confused.
,,Thank you for sharing this with me." ,,I know it means a lot to you."
I felt so comfortable at this moment, it was unbelievable but really special for me actually.
,,Please don't care so much about another people, give yourself a break and think about what's good for you, okay?" He whispered to my ear as he was hugging me.
,,Mhm I try." I buried my head in his chest.

———-maybe, true happiness is when we are happy with ourselves——————————————

The after party: