Together Alone/ 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐨𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞

•𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕣𝕥𝕪•

,,Good morning everyone!" ,,I hope you're beds were comfy hh." Jake greeted everyone as they we're getting breakfast.
,,I can't believe we're already leaving tomorrow, I can be here all my life." Yeonjun said while he was eating waffles.
I just nodded because I was still a little exhausted .
,,Hi can I sit here?" Suddenly a jay appeared next to me.
,,Of course." I smiled at him.
Yeonjun just gave me an asking look and started eating again.
The three of us were talking and joking around when I saw Boram and Nishimura Riki coming to the table.
I almost choked.
,,What is she doing here?" Yeonjun whispered.
,,I wish I knew." I was just trying to make myself invisible.
They sat down at the table directly in front of us.
,,Oh so you two are a thing or?" Some guy asked them.
Boram just smiled and Nishimura Riki looked at me... why was he looking at me? Like I was part of this or whatever.
I looked at him but quickly turn around back to Jay.
Boram didn't even notice me what was a big luck but not for so long.
,,Hey you?" ,,I didn't know you're there too!" ,,It's nice to see you." She gave me the biggest and fakest smile I've ever seen.
,,Hi." I answered.
,,From when you're hanging out with my friends?" She sad it like she owns them.
,,Well it's my friends too." I replied.
,,Yeah we're her friends." Yeonjun said confidently.
,,Oh Niki I'm so glad you took this poor girl to our group she must been tired hiding herself in her room all the time." She smiled at him and touched his shoulder.
I was getting pretty mad that I would literally rub her eyes out but I'm a good person unfortunately.
,,Well sometimes it's better to be on your own I actually get it." He responded to her.
Then she just gave me a weird look and started talking with some boy.
I smiled a little because I thought he wouldn't say anything.
,,What's the plan today?" Jay asked.
,,We're going to the cinema on a horror at 6 pm so now everyone can do whatever they want." Jake replied. I like how Jake organized everything.
After breakfast I noticed that today is very sunny at outside so I decided to go in the garden. But before that I came to my room for my journal because it was my daily habit to write about my feelings.
I went downstairs to the door that was the entrance right to a beautiful terrace where no one was coming to.
I writed down all my feelings about Boram's comeback, meeting Jay and also about Nishimura Riki.
,,Hey, what are you writing?" Someone sat next to me.
I immediately closed my journal and I sat straight.
,,What do you want Nishimura Riki?" I asked.
,,I want to know about what you was writing." He said.
,,Well it's my privacy, you know it's journal so it's about my feelings most of the time." I said and maybe sound little annoyed.
,,Oh, when there's something or someone I most of the time write songs about it." He was looking down at the floor.
,,Did you finish some?" I asked because I was curious.
,,Yeah some... but I don't think it's that good like I wanted." He responded.
,,When you wrote it following your heart I'm sure it is." I smiled.
,,Yeah but I don't know if it was good idea." He looked at me.
,,Write a songs?" ,,I think it was a good idea." I stayed confused.
,,No, allow myself to think the song would change anything, even if I wrote down what I was feeling nothing changed I still feel lost." He broke the eye contact.

—-I always wonder what crossing your mind when your eyes meet mine———————————