Ignored

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It feels like I'm being ignored, but not.
You said you'd tell me when you're home.
I would be lying if I said that it didn't hurt.

But I am genuinely worried,
There are so many scenarios gone wrong,
In my head, it's such a mess.

But then you're online, talking them.
And here I write, worried to my senses.
Worried, like I care; trust me I try not to.

But I can't help it, it's just me.
I'd be lying if I said it doesn't hurt.
I'd be lying if I said I didn't cry over it; like always.

You know, if you don't want to talk; say so.
If you want some time to yourself; say so.
Don't ignore me, tell me what you need or want.

Don't have me blaming myself on the unwanted,
Don't keep me guessing and mess up my day.
Just say, curse at me, scold me- I don't care.

Just tell me that you don't think right about us,
And I'll be fine.

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