Eunoia • Book Two

Incapable Of Love And Being Loved

The feelings shared, smiles returned.
Genuine feelings, meaningful stares.
Fireworks in the stomach, flutters in the heart.

Skips of beats it does, race like a car it becomes.
To match the melodic rhythm, our hearts united.
A new feeling unlocked, a key to your heart I was called.

In reality, it was the opposite.
Maybe I was the key, but only to unlock it.
Not help to discover that feeling, one which I felt.

I knew from the start it was just me.
Me in it all, me being delusional.
And till now, you've proved me correct.

I could've never been loved.
I cannot be loved.
It's impossible to love someone like me.

And now, I see it too.
If I can see my own flaws,
Then what does it takes for others to see it too?

I guess you saw me pitiful, thanks.
As reading this, don't feel sorry.
I've already pitied myself from the start.

It's a normal, so carry along.
Hurt, pain and along with all,
Is all I'm capable of, truly.