It all hurt greatly because I thought you really meant it. Every word, every smile, the I love you's- but it turns out it was just a neutral feeling, something that didn't mean anything you anymore. I was just an open option, someone to come back to when you were lonely.
As you use me like I was nothing, throwing me to the side when finished, going back to her and them all. But what's the odd that you're using them too? I know you, that's something you are cable of. The lies, betrayal and manipulation- I was warned.
Yet I chose not to believe them, I chose you and for that, I pay a price of not being able to trust, to love and live like before, as the memories of us travel alongside me everyday in this goddamn life of mine.
But enough is enough, it hurts no more. I feel nothing, and now, watch me take back my life.
Watch me live because,
I do not need you.
YOU ARE READING
Eunoia • Book Two
Poetry𝐏𝐎𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂 𝐏𝐈𝐄𝐂𝐄𝐒 𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍 𝐁𝐘 𝐌𝐎𝐈. • • • • • ❝ 𝑹𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓, 𝑰 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆 ❞ • • • • • Book Two of Eunoia (Beautiful Thinking). A book with words dipped in the emotions of a young soul. • • • • • ❝ 𝑭𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒐...
