when the stars finally aline

chapter 6

My whole life I have had this certain attraction to men, well very specific men. I always had that little feeling in my stomach whenever a cute boy would wave at me or when I saw a sexy boy with abs topless. And my whole life this feeling confused me, it made me nervous, it only got worse when I was drawn to both the male and female characters within a movie. I pushed this all down and forgot about the odd sensation, this is partly because I knew that my fate was set. I would be forced to hook up and marry a distant relative. However I did not know what it was, I knew what was expected, mother dearest drowned on about it constantly, being pureblood, not to mingle with blood traitors or mudbloods and continue the legacy of the pureblood ranks. No matter how much it did not sit right with me. This all changed however the day I discovered myself landed on the Gryffindor table next to a boy that would make me question everything once more. This became even more true the night of the Slytherin Party. This special boy, his name was Remus John Lupin XXX"Oi Slytherin gits!" Sirius screams "Woah, Woah, Woah. Watch your tone Black" Pandora sighs "Hush it you. You are not even a Slytherin. You don't belong here" Sirius hisses"Well observed but neither are you so fuck off before I kick your arse in" Evan threatens coming around the corner"yeah yeah enough of the stupid violence I need my brother"Sirius growls at him "You lost that privilege years ago when you left him to suffer and rot in that hell of a house with those psychotic people that call themselves your parents, "Evan told Sirius sternly "Oh please they stopped calling me that years ago" Sirius argued "But if you don't let me through, my buddy here is about to do a suicide mission directly into those people's arms so I suggest you move" Sirius growls once more Evan just looks at James as James looks back "I..umm..just thought as a Slytherin and all...I mean" James whispers "Now move!" Sirius shouts in a state of Panic Evan takes a deep breath in to calm himself and his nerves, he knew after all this was his fault. well, partly his fault and he knew when Sirius knew the truth he was gonna blow. If he was angry now. He would only get worse, a lot worse. But never the less Evan knew he had to fight that bullet so he grabbed both of their arms and dragged them careful straight into his room that he shared with the Slytherin Prince "Oi asshat" Siri growled walking into the room "Ah lovely to see you too dipshit" Regulus replied dryly "Listen I did not come here for light chatter this is serious business, Do you happen to know about all this shit to do with Prongs moving house?" Regulus just rolled his eyes "I AM NOT PLAYING AROUND REGULUS" Sirius suddenly screamed as his eyes teared up out of fear and worry and hatred for the current school system. "Okay firstly calm down and secondly I was made aware of it but there is nothing we can do" Regulus sighed "Well, that is not bloody good enough. It's James Potter. James freaking Potter. He will literally not last five minutes amongst your kind. For one you are all death eaters!" Sirius claimed wailing his arms in the air "And what has this got to do with me?" Regulus questioned "Because Regulus, you are the only one down here that I trust. You are my little brother which means you are not a complete loss and you are the only one I trust with the precious life of James Potter. He is my other brother and I trust you to look after him just as I would because you are my brother and I love you and I love him and that makes you both special and above the rest. Why did you both have to be stupid idiotic Slytherin's" Sirius sighs the earlier tears slipping down his face "As soppy and sweet as that was there is honestly no need for that" Regulus told his brother calmly "What? What do you mean? He is in mortal danger here. He wants to go to our flipping mother Reg. Do you not have a bloody heart?" Sirius shouted in the direction of Regulus "Look everything is fine. This is just a joke. This is a prank. We bumped into James in the library and told him to do it. We thought it would be funny to mess with your little club. Since you are always messing with us" Regulus explained making sure to step back to allow him some spaceFor the first time in a very long time, Sirius was dead silent. He did not say a single word. He did not know how to. Even if he wanted to say something. shout and scream even. He knew he just did not have the energy to do anything so instead, he settled on a very small whisper "h..he wouldn't" Tears started falling down his face. He did not think in all the time he knew James he would do a Prank this cruel. This mean. Take everything he feared and hated and use it against him. At that specific moment, he did not know who the boy was in front of him. It looked like James potter. He smelt like James potter. He sounded like James potter but he did not feel like James potter because his James would never have done this to him. Not in his wildest dream. For one he betrayed him by talking to his brother which was the number one rule in his long list of rules not to do to him. On top of that, he let a group of slimy Slytherins mess with him which James would never do. He hates the Slytherins just as much as me. He knew he had to leave and get out of there. If he stood there frozen staring at his best friend any longer he would o something he would regret. "I hate you Regulus Arcturus Black! I hate you Bartemius Crouch Junior I hate you, Evan Alastair Rosier! I hate all you stupid slimy Slytherins and most importantly, I hate you, James Fleamount Potter. Don't even think about coming back to the dorm tonight or forever at that rate because you will not be welcomed and there will be locks placed on the door making sure you stay out but that is okay because clearly you have befriended his slimy lot so I am sure you are most than welcome don here and as for our friendship it is over. completed done. I will send Moony to get my things from yours because I would rather live on the street than under the same roof as you"Sirius spat looking between the three boys in front of him He then grabbed all the strength to run. He ran. he ran as fast as he could until he could not run any further. Luckily at this point, he had ran directly into some familiar arms. The arms of Remus Lupin and that he did not care what he looked like or who heard he felt too hurt and betrayed by his best friend so he just let the tears fall as Mooney wrapped his arms around him and brought him up to his bed in the hopes of calming the feeling of hated Sirius currently had in his systemXXXMinutes after Padfoot left James just burst into tears. James has never been good at hiding his emotions and this time was no exception in the slightest. In a matter of minutes, he had managed to ruin his closest friendship ad all for what? To make the boy he was falling in love with happy? To impress his friends? Honestly, at this stage, he really did not know but he knew desperately that was not ready to lose his closest friends for the longest time it had always been him, Sirius, Remus and peter through everything. Thick and Thin and he could have thrown that all away for what? a sad little prank."Well, that went well?" Barty stated trying to lighten the mood "Shut your bloody mouth will you? Now is not the time to celebrating. Do you not see the hurt boy in front of us?"Regulus scolded his best friend before taking James in and hugging James trying to soothe the crying boy "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have let you do that. I knew what Sirius is like. He has issues well so do i.. it comes from being a black but never the less I should have known better I am so sorry" Regulus apologised playing with James' hair whilst he sobbed "H...Have I really lost him...For good?" James stuttered out before crying even harder than before "Honestly I have no clue. I am aware that is not what you want to clear but it is Sirius he is very stubborn and sometimes it takes him a while. Sometimes he doesn't forget but sometimes he just loves a person too much to stay mad forever but he is a hard cookie to crack" Regulus answered honestly"I...I need him. He is my other half. I'm not really sure how to function without him. We are literally two peas in a pod love, Some people even think we are dating we are that close" James admitted just thinking about Sirius made his heart hurt more "I know and I am truly sorry okay? This is truly my fault. I will talk to him tomorrow. I mean he hates me anyway but for now, let's try and get some rest yeah?" Regulus suggests "I'm not tired" James whispers tears still running down his face "How about a distraction?" Barty suggested James just looked up at Barty"Anything to make this pain feel slightly more bearable," He told him tears still dripping down his face "So I have a confession" Barty announced proudly "seriously Bart?" Regulus questioned unamused "Okay well now I am listening," James said looking up at Barty "I am in love with Evan Rosier" He confesses "I flipping knew it! what did I tell you, James?" Regulus cheered slightly"Actually I think you stated that your best friends would be getting it on with each other before Christmas came around which is not exactly hard it is May" James sarcastically states "Yeah yeah alright whatever love. I knew their feelings for each other"Regulus told him"I just do not know how to admit it. We hooked up the same night you both did but we agreed it was both a drunken mistake but my feelings keep growing and I cannot deal with this shit anymore" Barty confesses "I do not think that is exactly necessary anymore Barty"James stated, "w-what do you mean?"He questioned confused before looking around and seeing Evan "I-'m sorry you what?" Evan asked as his mouth falls to the floor"I love you Evan Rosier" Barty admits once more "Shut up you big baboon" Evan states before kissing him in an attempt to shut him up"D-does this mean?"Barty questioned "Yes, you big idiot. I love you too" Evan confirmed "Great now I feel single and sad" James mumbled After hearing that Regulus set a mission for himself. To make James his. XXX