°•Since I Left•°☆Marauders/ Golden Trio☆

♤《Chapter 13》♤

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♤《Monas POV》♤

''Stay safe, don't do drugs, don't get very drunk and what else uuh.. OH if you fuck use protection.''

I was giving Dallas his usual speech before he goes out for a sleepover at his friends house. They had done it for years now every summer since they met in Hogwarts. Every. Single. Month. June, July, August.

''Ma' you're making me embarrassed..'' he said looking over the kitchen table where everyone were seated and giggling.

''Me?! Embarrase you?! If anything you are the one embarrassing me,'' I dramatically put my hand on my chest and pretended to be shocked.

''Alright go say goodbye to your sisters and go on your friend is waiting in his car already.'' I said as he kissed my cheek goodbye.

''God this makes me want to have a child,'' Tonks spoke out. ''You can have one of ours,'' Reggie said with a bank face sipping his morning coffee. ''Or any of mine, you can take them for weekends,'' Molly replied aswell.

''Talking about children,'' Sirius suddenly spoke out. ''Me and Moony had decided to maybe adopt one.'' He looked proud of him self and Remus went pale, he knew what hell is about to open knowing what Sirius did.

I was furious, I could feel my hands turn into balls so hard that my knuckles turned white.

''Thats wonderful news!'' Lily exclaimed. And thats where I could hold it in anymore.

''Kids 3rd floor NOW. Including The Weasley children, Potters child and Hermione dear.'' Everyone exchanged worried glances. It was rare for me to get mad like this so everyone were shocked.

''Let me remind you Sirius Black that you had a child, 3 even. And you didn't even bother writing a single letter, before you say anything I know you got them, I was telling you where to find me if you want to see Dallas. YOU had every chance to help me raise him. YOU had every chance to be a father for Dallas and a husband for Lupin yet you decided to completely ignore every. Single. Letter. I'm not mad. I'm furious and disappointed in you. I hope you burn in hell mother fucker. Do you even know what I had to go through? Sirius Black you are an asshole. I feel bad for your future child because what I'm sure of that they will have a shit of a father,'' I spoke in a calm voice, before heading out of the kitchen. It was calm anger, I never liked yelling even though this could go as an exception.

''Wait, did you say 3?'' I heard James call out as I froze in place. Shit I completely forgot.

''Yes Potter. 3. Dallas, Theodora and Astrid. Now go fuck yourselves and leave me and my children the fuck alone for the rest of your stay here,'' I yelled out and started walking again.

I could hear everyone whisper among them selves as I headed up the stairs, I saw kids at the top of the 3rd floor stairs, they've been obviously listening. I could see the worried looks on my Daughters faces, it broke my heart. I didn't want to worry them. I walked into my room sitting down onto my bed.

How the fuck did I end up like this. Everything was fine until they showed up. I don't know why but even their presence made my blood boil.

''Mama are you alright?'' Jupiter asked sitting down next to me. ''Yeah just mad,'' I replied shortly. ''Do I need to get Uncle Reggie? Or perhaps a tub of ice cream?'' ''A tub of ice cream would work, but get your sisters aswell.''

We ended up talking for hours, later Reggie joined us later. I felt a little better but I still felt that bitter feeling in my heart. I was hurt, genuinely hurt, a wound that healed years ago re opened today and it hurt more than ever.

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