°•Since I Left•°☆Marauders/ Golden Trio☆

♤《Chapter 18》♤

♤《Monas POV》♤

''Shut the fuck up you can't tell the difference between an orange and a tangerine''

''Hey it's hard to remember 2 different names!''

''What the fuck are you two arguing over again?'' Casper walked in as he pointed his finger at me and Reggie.

''Nooothing'' Reggie fluttered his eyelashes at me dramatically.

It was over nothing actually. We bickered a lot since I moved in only to pass time or when things got akward, which nowadays is always.

''Anyways how are things going between you and T?''

''How should they be going?''

''I can see the way you look at her and the way she looks at you, its easy to tell that both if you are head over heels for each other.'' Casper said sipping some coffe he found on the counter trying to hide his smirk.

''You know what fuck you, and yes its going well..''

''Is my baby finally growing up?'' Reg dramatically placed his hand on his heard pouting at me, which caused me throwing a grape at him from the table.

''What are you guys talking about?'' Tonks walked in and tripped on a counter as she made way next to Casper.

''Nothing we were chatting about how kids are doing, also Astrid had sent everyone some Halloween themed hats that she knit, would you mind handing them out?'' Reggie handed Tonks the beanies.

''Speaking of Halloween, what do you guys do for Halloween in here? Do you guys celebrate in any way?''

''We carve pumpkins and set out some candy bowls in the muggle children's park, sometimes go to haunted houses and mazes, basic shit.'' I sighted out as I stared at Tonks' eyes. God they are beautiful, they were deeper than the Atlantic and shined brighter then the stars when she laughed or smiled.

''We should do that it sounds fun!'' She got up excitedly grabbing the beanies and ruffling my hair before walking out, ''see ya guys!''

''Look who's blushing,'' Casper smirked at me.

''Ah yes young love,'' Reggie dramatically sighted as he leaned on his elbow.

''Shut up,'' I murmed before finishing my coffee and walking out of the kitchen.

''Mona hi! Do you want to join us?'' Lily yelled out from the living room as she saw me pass.

''Looking at what you guys are doing,'' either way its going to be no, just be polite Mona.

''We are having tea and looking through old albums, Cas and Reggie agreed to join  aswell,'' Peter peeped in from where he was sitting.

It took me a moment to reply, I was honestly wondering if I should do it. Letting a deep sight out I finally replied,''fine''.

I sat down next to Peter growing more and more uncomfortable as time went on. Even after so long living with them it still felt akward being with them.

'' This is from our last year in Hogwarts,'' Sirius placed a thick album on the table. They laughed at some photos, pointed things out, shared memories, but my heart broke with every photo.

It always were me and Sirius together, playing around, laughing. In every photo I looked at him with such love filled eyes, while his were empty, in the photos I noticed that his were filled with so much love when he looked at Remus. God how didn't I notice this? One of the last photos were with Dallas, and that was my last straw.

''I will be right back I need to use the bathroom,'' I quickly stood up.

I rushed to the bathroom and locked the door behind me, I felt my lungs closing up and tears welling up at the corners of my eyes. I never though that I would cry over this again. God I loved him so much and was to blind to see that he didn't feel the same. Sobs came out of my mouth as I slid onto the floor.

All of these memories, happiest moments, almost every happy memorie at hogwarys was with him. That's why I never talked about my school years, it simply hurt to much.

''Could I come in?'' I heard Caspers voice silently speak from behind the door. ''Please?''

I only unlocked the door and went back to sit on the floor, he stepped into the bathroom closing and locking the door behind him.

''Its going to be alright, I know that it hurts and it always will, but its ok not to be ok,'' he whispered to me as he brought me into a hug and I only started sobbing harder into his shoulder, gladly I've but a silencing charm before this.

''I thought that I went past it and I really did, but seeing those photos where he doesn't look the same loving way like I did, but instead he looked at Remus like that. Merlin how was I so fucking blind?''

It took me a moment to collect myslef before getting up and washing my face.

Now I can see why Reggie loves him so much. Plus he's the one who made the first move on Reggie, which was adorable to watch from afar.

Man I should ask this man for advice on what I should do with Tonks and possibly how to make the first move.

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Hello!!! This also was pretty shit because I've been having a hard time writing lately :D

Also Caspers official face claim!

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