Sane? -seongjoong-

13. worrisome

"I need you to eat"

Hongjoong shakes his head at the nurse and pushes the spoon away.

"I said I'm not hungry, please leave me alone"

The nurse sighs and gets up from the bed she was sitting on, already annoyed at Hongjoong. She puts the spoon back where it belonged and started to walk away.

"You can't keep skipping meals, I'll be back later to feed you again" the nurse turns around and leaves the room Hongjoong was in.

Hongjoong sighs and lays his head on the pillow. The only thoughts he had was where Seonghwa went. He had left approximately 9 hours ago. Hongjoong stared at the clock on the wall seeing that it was already 10:30pm.

Hongjoong gently shuts his eyes from the heaviness he felt and felt his heart beat faster than before. Somehow he felt a bit worse than before and that worried him.

He swallows and feels the dryness in his throat. He slowly opens his eyes back up and stares at the clock once again.

11:00pm

He sighs and moves a bit to the side to get comfortable.

He wondered when he was going to head 'home' since he felt like he was in a mental asylum.

The room so empty and quiet, it made him feel like he was going insane. He wondered if he actually was going insane.

Suddenly, he hears a knock on the door, thinking it was the nurse from earlier.

He watches the door open and sees the person he's wanted to see for the past 10 hours.

"Seonghwa?"

Seonghwa enters the room with a smile on his face but then he could hear the dryness of Hongjoong's voice and immediately starts to worry.

"Hongjoong are you okay? do you want me to help you with anything?"

Hongjoong smiles at Seonghwa's words and shakes his head.

"No, it's fine I'm okay"

Hongjoong flashes a smile at Seonghwa and he notices that Hongjoong was lying but didn't mention it.

Seonghwa smiles to reassure him that he understood and finds a seat to sit next to him.

"I'm sorry I came late, I was busy today since I haven't gone to work in a few days so I had to catch up"

"Its fine, I should be apologizing instead, I should've stayed home instead of bothering you"

Seonghwa looks up at him and shakes his head.

"No no it's not your fault! I agreed in letting you stay so it's not your fault at all!"

Hongjoong smiles and nods his head.

"Whatever you say Hwa"

Seonghwa smiles and realizes he started to burn up from blushing.

Hongjoong coughs a bit and Seonghwa stops smiling.

"Do you want me to get you some water?"

Seonghwa gets up and starts to head out from the room to get some water.

"No, I'm fine you don't have to I-"

Before he could finish Seonghwa leaves the room. He sighs and suddenly the feeling of being alone comes back. He wonders why this keeps happening.

A few minutes pass by and Seonghwa returns with a cup and a jug filled with water.

"Here, drink this it's going to make you feel better, I promise"