Sane? -seongjoong-

15. reuniting

Seonghwa now knowing that Taeyong came to visit Hongjoong made his spine tingle. He wondered if Taeyong said something to Hongjoong that could've triggered him to leave soon and not to notify him about it. Was it possible that he was ignoring him?

"Shit this literally cannot be happening right now" Seonghwa paces around in the hospitals parking lot, looking so crazy that many people around him were wondering if he escaped a mental asylum.

Seonghwa decides to go to Hongjoongs house to see if he was there and to hope that Taeyong didn't kidnap him. He gets into his car and drives off to go find Hongjoong.

JONGHOS HOUSE

Jongho patiently waits for Hongjoong to talk about Seonghwa. One things for sure, he wasn't ready for what Hongjoong was about to say.

"Yeah i'm ready to listen, you know you can trust me right?" Jongho says as he silently fidgets with his fingers and trying to maintain eye contact with Hongjoong.

"Yeah i know just don't be shocked about what i'm going to say alright?" Hongjoong looks straight at Jonghos direction which makes Jongho start feeling nervous.

"Well, I don't know how i feel about Seonghwa. He's like the definition of an angel but at the same time i feel like he lies a lot, or just to me" Hongjoong looks down to hide whatever emotion he had on his face.

Jongho listens intently and tries to rub Hongjoongs back.

"And i know what i'm about to say is going to be like so stupid but i think...i fell for him" Hongjoong covers his face with his hands as he admits his feelings to his friend beside him.

Jongho hearing these words though, wasn't a very pleasant reaction but he still tried to maintain calm and to try to hear him out. But his heart said differently, his heart broke into a million pieces and wasn't sure how to feel.

Hongjoong looks up at him, tears running down his face, almost mumbling with his words.

"And i know you're thinking 'Hongjoong how can you be so stupid for falling for a random man, and not even random, your own therapist?' and i would like to ask myself that too"

Hongjoong banging his head on his hands and Jongho grabbing his hands to stop really reminded him of Seonghwa.

,,,Fuck stop thinking about Seonghwa,,,

"But guess what, he's already seeing someone. I'm so hundred percent sure about it. Like why lead me on and tell me so many sweet things while you're with someone? And i know thats his job anyways, to sweet talk to me and say so many things that aren't even honestly coming out of his mouth. I'm so pissed i can literally go kill him right now"

Hongjoong looks at Jongho with his sad eyes, tears overflowing, snot everywhere, and a bit of slobber from rambling about his worst enemy. Jongho hugs him and reassures him that everything would be alright and that Seonghwa didn't deserve him anyways.

"Hongjoong look at me" Jongho says as he cuffs Hongjoongs face and makes him look at him.

"That ugly man doesn't deserve you or your time, you can thrive by yourself or with another man that genuinely cares for you" Jongho smiles at him with sparkly eyes. Hongjoong gives him a small smile and lays his head on his shoulder.

"Thank you Jongho for listening about my stupid problems, i couldn't live without you, i love you" says Hongjoong as he tightens his hug with Jongho and Jongho blushing at the 'i love you' even though it's been told so many times throughout their friendship.

SEONGHWAS POV

I drive to Hongjoongs house address, worried that he may not be okay or even worse..he's not even there. I try my best to stay calm but I can't because it's Hongjoong.