Sane? -seongjoong-

18. break up make up

9:45am

Hongjoong wakes up to the sound of Jongho's alarm going off. He rubs his eyes, not wanting to wake up yet, and grumpily gets up.

His eyes were half closed but could still see that during his sleep he must've thrown some pillows off the bed. The pillows were all on the floor and he noticed he managed to only use two. One for his head and one for him to cuddle with.

Hongjoong stares at his hands, zoning out for while, until Jongho knocks on the door which catches Hongjoong by surprise. He quickly gets up to open the door to see a messy haired Jongho standing in the doorway.

His top was slightly lifting so you could see a bit of stomach, his christmas pjs, and black slippers. Hongjoong suddenly woken up from whatever tiredness he was feeling and greeted him.

"Oh hi Jongho" Hongjoong gives him a small smile, yawning soon after.

"Seems like you're still tired, you should go back to sleep, you had a rough day yesterday." Jongho smiles at him as he leaves the doorway to fully enter the guest room.

"Yeah i really should, my head hurts a bit...actually no a lot." Hongjoong hesitates to say as he didn't want to worry Jongho.

But Jongho smiles and reaches for his hand, catching Hongjoong totally off guard.

"That's not good, i'll go ahead and bring you some medicine for you to feel better." Jongho lets go and quickly heads to his bedroom where he had all his medicine stored.

Jongho quickly comes back handing the pill to Hongjoong. "Here, you should feel better after taking this, it's a painkiller but if it doesn't work i have some tea that can hopefully help you feel better."

Hongjoong nods quickly grabbing the pill and swallowing it, no water, and thanks Jongho for taking care of him. Jongho smiles once again, "I have to get going, i have to meet up with some friends, i forgot we had something planned today. But if you feel worse or Seonghwa comes back, dont hesitate to call me."

"Thanks don't worry i'm sure i'll be fine, either way, i think i'll be seeing Seonghwa later today. I've realized that i should really talk to him and hear him out." Hongjoong shyly smiles and doesn't notice Jongho stiffen a bit.

"Oh..i..t-that's fine..but if anything happens give me a call." Jongho flashes a smile and shuts the door behind him not wanting to know what Hongjoong had to say about Seonghwa.

Hongjoong, now lonely, tucks himself back to bed and lays there staring at the wall.

'Should i really go see Seonghwa? What should i say to him?"

He sighs and turns around to look at the ceiling, wondering what he should actually do. Is seeing him too soon? Should he wait a few days?

He didn't know as yesterday was really crazy and maybe Seonghwa didn't want to see him, especially right after they fought. He tries to come up with answers in his head but none of them answered his questions.

Before he knew it, he fell back to sleep from just thinking about what he should do.

3:10pm

Hongjoong wakes up after accidentally falling sleep, he quickly gets up to go use the bathroom. He stumbles down the hall as he rubs his eyes, and tries to avoid the sunlight. He notices Jongho hasn't came home yet but he shrugs it off.

He enters the bathroom, and starts looking at himself wondering what went wrong in his life. He sighs deeply and heads to the kitchen to see what he could eat.