Sane? -seongjoong-

16. solution?

"S-Seonghwa?"
Hongjoong quickly stands up and signals Jongho to come by his side. Jongho quickly waddles his way to Hongjoong in which the process of doing so, he almost trips.

Hongjoong and Jongho both sit down quietly hoping Seonghwa went away but they knew that wasn't going to happen. Not when it was Seonghwa.

SEONGHWAS POV:

I knock on the door like 4 times but nobody answers. I try my best to stay calm because i knew Hongjoong and Jongho were inside but i had a feeling they were avoiding me. I yell out for them to come out but i hear nothing.

"Hongjoong...Jongho...someone please answer. I don't know what happened but i just want to say whatever happened, please..let's just talk it out." I say as i weakly knock on the door for what felt like the 100th time.

I hear footsteps inside but still no movement of the door. At this point i didn't want to give up but my body felt so weak, i just desperately wanted to know what happened with Hongjoong. I just really hoped he was okay.

As i stand there for like 15 minutes, i decide it's best for Hongjoong to just come to me. This decision was hard enough for me as i just wanted to see Hongjoong.

I sigh and slowly walk down the stairs of the porch. As i step off the porch, i hear the door open.

I turn around and a messy haired Hongjoong was standing at the doorway. One thing i noticed off the bat was that he looked angry. And i hoped it wasn't because of me...

"...Hey...what do you need?" Hongjoong said to me in a somewhat serious tone while he maintained eye contact. I stand there shocked as he made me seem like i was a beggar of some sort.

I snort and look up at him with a sad but angry look on my face.

"What do you mean 'what do i need?' i'm so fucking worried about you, and i literally spent the whole day looking for you and that's all you ask me?" I walk away to think about what he just said and then i come back to look at him again.

"What do i need? I need you to tell me what happened today. Why did you leave the hospital without telling me anything? Why are you acting like nothing happened?!?"

I couldn't help but start to cry. I don't think i've ever cried in front of Hongjoong but it was because i'm never angry at him. But today..today is when that changed.

I look at Hongjoong, waiting for an answer but all he did was not say anything. No tears no nothing. He was just standing there. I scoff at his reaction and couldn't help but feel somewhat betrayed..

I hear Hongjoong make a slight sound which makes me look up at him. He looked like he wanted to go off but ended up backing out.

"Seonghwa...nobody asked you to look for me. It's not like we are anything important to each other anyways..you were my therapist and i was your patient. That's all there was between us. And i think..i think today will be the last day of 'us'.. i'm not showing up for those sessions anymore so please..cancel them."

My heart drops as Hongjoong continues to speak. I can't handle losing Hongjoong, not when i don't even fully know what happened for us to end like this.

I try to grab his hand but he just yanks his away. He smiles at me for the last time..i stand there while he closes the door on me..he didn't wait for me to speak.

I couldn't help but start breaking down right then and there. My eyes all red and puffy, my face looks unrecognizable. I knew there wasn't anything else i could do, atleast anything that would make Hongjoong even more angry than he already is.

I exahale deeply and i waddle my way down the steps again. Tears covering my face, anger filling my body, and my body shaking completely. I get in my car and i stay there for what felt like eternity.