Meet You In Paris (Jonas Brothers Fan Fiction)

Video Girl

Four weeks later

After I broke up with Ricky, everything was so awkward. I hadn't told Asther and Nyla the real reason why I broke up with Ricky. I said the same thing I told Ricky. Although, tht is somewhat a lie and the truth right? I mean, I didn't have feelings for Ricky like I used to. But, I don't think I ever had real feeling. I think I was only caught up in the moment. The fact that someone wanted me... Who could turn that down?

Ricky hasn't talked to me once. I understood for a while, but its been four weeks.. He needs to get over it and stop holding a grudge against me. Speaking of the devil here he is now! I walk up to him, since he has his back turned to me and can't see me approaching him. I tap his shoulder.

Kendra- "Hey" He turns and his face turns into a depressed sad look and he tries to walk in the other direction of me. "No,wait!" I say as I grab his arm. He stops, still facing the other direction. "Ricky, look. I know you don't want to talk to me, but I can't stand you not talking to me. You havent said a word to me since... you know.." He doesn't turn around. I decide to finally walk to the front of him.

"Ricky.." He looks down at the ground, succeeding at not looking me in the eye. I let out a huge sigh. and give up.

"You know what? Fine! Whatever, you can hold the grudge against me! I don't care anymore. I wanted to make things right between us even if we arent together. But you won't even look or say one thing to me!" I wait for a response... and nothing. Tears were threatening to come as I waited and waited. But, still nothing, And finally, a tear dropped.

I had to try one more time. Trying to have enough hope. Hoping that he doesn't hate me after everything that we've been through.

Kendra- "Ricky..... Can you please look at me?" I said in a low whisper that I'm not sure if he heard or not. "Ricky!!!! Look at me!" I punched him in the shoulder as hard as i can. he barely move. i kept hitting him, like he was my punching bag. He stood there looking at the ground , as if the ground was more important than me. Not caring that I've hit him so many times. ."Ricky you hate me that much to not even give me the time of day.... Ricky." I said in a raspy voice from crying. He stood there . Silence.

"You know what, ricky?.... Fuck you!" I ran off in the other direction heading for the doors. Tears were streaming down my face. I know I shouldn't be worried about my Ex being my friend, but it just hurt to know that I made someone turn on me like that. I mean.. Ricky should understand. What kind of person would I be if I stayed in a relationship where I wasnt happy? I would by lying to Ricky, and worst of all, I'd be lying to myself. Every single day I see Ricky in the halls, he glares at me and turns the other way, Like I'm invisible. Isn't it possible for exes to be friends? I thought so .. until now.

My realtionship with Nick has been going so great. We've been on three dates and I feel like I've known him forever. He understands me and I understand him. He's everything I ever dreamed of.. Literally. He's taken me on a boat, just him and I. I never even knew he knew how to drive a boat! Well, thats what dating is for right? Getting to know the other person better and find if there are feelings or not. Last date we had was about a week and a half ago. Nick had to fly to LA to do Jonas stuff, so I dont know when I'll see him again.

After the little confrontation or "lecture" I gave Ricky, considering that he didn't say one word, I stayed home for a couple of days. I didn't want to look at Ricky.

Ricky's POV

I've been such a jerk to Kendra. Ever since she broke up with me I havent had anything to say. Of course, I had questions about why she broke up with me, but other than that I didn't want to speak to her at all. She broke my heart. I loved her- no scratch that- I love her, and I was gonna tell her. before I could, she dumped me.. just like that.